Turbulence

By ColorMeToxic

Am I everythingÂ Â you had dreamt I'd be?
More than anythingÂ are you proud of me?
Do you know how muchÂ I miss you still?
How much life just sucksÂ without you here.
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I miss you

I don't know why
IÂ can't get past Â it.

It's been a long time
since it happened...

The wounds seem fresh,
they seem so close...

the surface of my psyche
wounded and exposed.

I miss youÂ (and it shows)

I can't stop
getting emotional

when I think of you
when I speak of you
when I dream of you

I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you so bad.

I wish the you I see
in my dreams
could make up for that.

But it never will...
in reality I must live...
But I miss you still.Â
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Published on Thursday, December 29, 2016. Filed under: "Tribute" and "Poetry"

Author's Note:

I had to write this...I don't think I'm done with it though.

Comments on "Turbulence"

A former member wrote: i think this is very great for whom ever u miss got to mean dear to u
On Saturday, October 8, 2011, haunted (837) wrote:

hi beth, we missed you its been a while! god this person must be really special, you poured your heart out here, i wish i was missed that much. this person is lucky to have you, and hopefully you dont get bitter over it. but i guess you dont know what you got till its gone! very nice beth!
On Saturday, October 8, 2011, dwells (4177) wrote:

A parent, sounds like to me, nicely done.