Who am i?

By 101darkraven

For i do not exist.
For i do not exist.

I write a note to nobody.
I stand there with a noose around my neck .
Deciding my fate.

Tears overlow on my cheeks.
I close my eyes and say to
myself once more
" Now i'll take my life to show the world that'll
no longer exist."

Silence.
Nothing.
Empty.
There is nothing.

Standing in the hands of death is now
my punishment.

I've failed.
I've failed.
Now only fate can decide.
To where i might travel.

For i now see even in death
that i was never wanted.
Now God tell me who am i?

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Published on Tuesday, November 17, 2015. Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"

Comments on "Who am i?"

A former member wrote: To follow up with the comment from Broken Rose... It is true that finding ones true purpose is the hardest endeavour you must overcome in order for the slightly sliver of self closure.. Whether the answer is love.. Whether it be a career... Whether it be simply hoping for something to shine a light through the darkness that clouds you. In time, all becomes clear... But YOU need to put in the work, use that brain of yours and find a reason to live on.. Because trust me... There is always is one. No matter how much you lie to yourself, no matter you try to push down how you feel.. There's always a light at the end of the tunnel waiting for you.. So live on, breath on and write on. You have a voice that deserves to be heard, so let it be heard.
On Tuesday, November 17, 2015, 101darkraven (56) wrote:

Thanx i'm glad you liked :)
On Tuesday, November 17, 2015, Broken Rose (9) wrote:

The hardest thing in life is trying to find out who you really are, some of us search and search for that but never end up finding it. Death is not the answer though, you can not let the world win. Make a statement, make a mark, prove to everyone that you are here for a reason, even if you do not know what it is yet. Then and only then will you find out you're true purpose in life. Great write loved it.