Why

By Angramis

Why
Why do I keep crying
Everyday it's the same thing
I tell everyone your here with me
When the reality is
Your not here
Why do I feel like I can have you
Is this normal
For me to cry this much for
For the only person
That I love so much
Everyday is the same thing
I ask about you, I try to get
Get in contact
You never answer
I cry myself
Lull my body to sleep
Everyday
I try and try
To keep the image of yourself
Alive in my head
Relive our moments together
I looked at your name today,
I started to cry
I felt an image of you slip away
As if I didn't exist to you
Like I wasn't there
My heart is telling me to stay
My mind wants me to leave
My body is torn
I want to stay
I want to leave
Why
Why do I have to fight myself for you
When all I eve had to do was say
Phone much I love you
Why do I just have to be like this
Why?

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Published on Wednesday, January 8, 2014. Filed under: "Poetry"

Comments on "Why"

On Friday, January 10, 2014, Angramis (21) wrote:

Thank you all so very much. Also J, I was typing to fast and I didn't realize it. Thank you for the reminder
On Thursday, January 9, 2014, Intoxicating Delirium (273) wrote:

Slowly forgetting what someone looks like, a certain feeling like no other... I feel you pain.. Great write :)
A former member wrote: Seems like an irreversible misery....perhaps the death of a beloved one? Very well penned...why is a strong, but also sad, word..
A former member wrote: Very relatable poem. Good job
A former member wrote: Good work. though watch your grammar -J