Sweet Voiced Lies (My Letter to God)

By SilentStalker

Faith only survives...
...When there's reason left to believe.

Why did we bother asking
If You were never going to follow through?
Now I'm left loving, hating, crying
Wishing I never said it would get better
Because Your words made a liar out of me.

Never have I loathed You so much

All the hope I poured into someone
Convincing them through such Will
That all would go well
And suddenly I'm picking up the pieces
As quickly as they fall
Only to have to catch them all over again.

If this is Your idea of a joke, I'm not laughing

I shattered my rosary again
And scorned You.
Because You've Failed me
Failed us and all around us.
And this time that You ignored us
You made a grave mistake
That cannot be undone

I'll never trust You again

And I Believe[d] in a greater entity
One that would love His creations.
Not Play us like a puppet show
And laugh every time we fall...
I knew You had a sense of humor
I just never thought it would be so sickening

I have to believe You exist...
...We need someone to hate for this

So Condemn me, Oh Righteous One
Claim me unworthy and burn me
Fucking Joke of a Savior
I'd rather be sure of my fate
Than live in Your lie.

Fucking....
......Failure

Fucking......
........Liar.

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Published on Sunday, May 28, 2006. Filed under: "Reflective" and "Poetry"

Comments on "Sweet Voiced Lies (My Letter to God)"

On Thursday, October 1, 2020, sIo (926) wrote:

I wish i could say this. And be okay with it.
A former member wrote: amazing....
On Wednesday, March 19, 2014, megaprime81 (743) wrote:

I've felt like this before; been angry with God. Wanted a fate I deserve. It's not easy to have faith when everything seems to suck.
On Monday, February 20, 2012, Devilish (2658) wrote:

WOW!!! You never sieze to amaze me Stalker. And thank you so much for your comment on Lil suzie.. I can't believe it, i'm beside myself with appreciation.. and the bookmark literally made me wana go in my room and fuck my stuffed animal right now..
A former member wrote: Truth. All of it. Nicely done. I am impressed.
On Wednesday, May 31, 2006, yslehc (334) wrote:

wow darun that was... man i dont even know... harsh... but.. harsh for you not the one you wrote about.
A former member wrote: *sniffs around* damn.. what's burning...
On Monday, May 29, 2006, PoeticHellion (191) wrote:

Wow. That was powerful and painful all at the same time.
On Monday, May 29, 2006, Dissolving Poet (564) wrote:

Your incredible Darun, and even more so, I could say lots of words that express what a good person you are! your just lovely dear love ya!
On Monday, May 29, 2006, Dissolving Poet (564) wrote:

And continued the branding I felt so naked reading this the raw emotion that splashed and sprayed against my body, until I was bruised, dear god I'm sorry it everything your going through concluded to this
On Monday, May 29, 2006, Dissolving Poet (564) wrote:

Dear god this was painful, I know how this actually ironicly I have a poem about god abandoning me, and making me hate him so. This was just incredible and I loved it was intense it smoked into me
On Monday, May 29, 2006, sIo (926) wrote:

jesus....
On Sunday, May 28, 2006, Vexed (74) wrote:

is this about what I think it is about??? if it is then it explains a whole lot...I'm sorry....but if its true..."I have to believe You exist... ...We need someone to hate for this" this speaks loud and clear...