Vexed

My writing style... not really much to say about it except that it is mostly freestyle. I fnd that writing structured poems gives me a headache that only loud music can get rid of.

I rarely write about actually hurting other people but there was one exception in my poem titled "BURN!!!" because a person had made me pissed right the f@#&k off. Not many people can do that and so far, he is the first in over 6 years to have done so.

Most of my poems are about how I feel or what I see in my mind's eye. "Mimicry" is one of those poems in which I saw something and I wanted to capture it. I wrote it the same day taht I wrote "Spring Rain" (which is structured) but it didn't have the same ring as my other poems. Some of my greatest poems are on the site, and so are some of the worst ones.

I edit some of my poems but generally they all stay the same unless I am trying to hide from someone who hurt me enough to write about wanting to see him squirm in agony so that he knows what he has put me through.

Ummm.... about hiding, ya... I used to be Farree and I used to be Devastated but I have been forced into hiding because someone is trying to spy on me, trying to find evidence that I am suicidal and that I am/was stalking him... Just a few accusations that have my blood boiling and burning in anger at the falseness of those words and his presumptions that I would not tell him the God-be-damned truth (sorry out there for any person who believes in God and Jesus)...

Ummm, I am 18 years old and will be graduating soon (hopefully) and I have had people jealous of my poetry because it is good (or so they tell me). The longer my poems, the more people want to read them but sometimes that is not the case.

[Eversio] has a favorite out of all my poems and that poem is "Bottled Up", one of the ones that describes, in a round-a-bout way, my past and all I have endured without actually saying anything. Same as "Mimicry" describes how I am feeling at first and then tapers off to the calmness that I am usually at.

I have spent so long being angry at one person that I completely forgot about the other person I was angry at. Well, I saw both of those people while I was in the best mood that I have had in so long, all smiles and giggles and stuff even if I could still feel uncertaintly rolling off one of those people... I had some pretty damned good news during the couple of days before which sent me twirling into the oblivion of happiness. So, I see the wench that had played a big role in destroying a friendship that I had spend so long trying to make bloom (it had recently before I made a fatal mistake about a month before) and was trying to get it flower again. She twisted words that I had said to her so that my friend would be suspicious of me and start accusing me of a bunch of bullshit which ticked me off. So now I am pissed at her while still happy with all the good news I have received...

Anyway, if you want to talk I have MSN Messenger, Yahoo! and AIM.
Mostly on MSN Messenger...
MSN Messenger: fruck_13@hotmail.com or dragobious@hotmail.com
Yahoo!: fruck_13
AIM: Tykao

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Enjoy what ever reading you decide to do hear and do not be afraid to comment on anything at all, even if it is criticizing or seems evil...

Vexed's Works

Poetry	2008-01-11	Afraid
Poetry	2007-08-07	Reaching Out to Nothing
Poetry	2007-07-22	Why do I...?
Poetry	2007-07-03	Insides Out
Poetry (Personal)	2007-06-23	Invisible
Poetry	2006-06-14	Lost Muse

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