Stalker

By SilentStalker


I've tracked you down for many days;
I've followed you through alleyways.
You haven't even seen me yet,
But when you do, you won't forget.

I wanted you first at the store;
I saw you there five times before.
And you were always all alone;
And now I want you for my own.
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So here we are my lovely one;
My suffering has just begun.
Where do you live? I want to know;
I do not know yet where to go.

 I follow close behind your car;
 You do not even go too far.
 You stop off quick to get some gas;
 I watch you every time you pass.

  You do not even notice me.
  How lucky could I ever be?
  But maybe you just didn't care
  To try to see me sitting there.

   And now the pain; you love me not.
   My face is red; my head is hot.
   Just go home now and you will see
   The punishment for shunning me.

    So now you're home; and I am too.
    I park my car away from you.
    I sneak up as you go inside;
    You do not know how hard I cried.

     The sky is dark; it's getting late.
     It's hurting worse the more I wait.
     But nonetheless, this much I knew;
     I had to get in there with you.

      I quietly unlock the door;
      I tiptoe softly on the floor.
      I hide, completely from your sight.
      I wait till you turn out the light.

       You're all undressed and fast asleep.
       Your snoring shows your slumber's deep.
       And all my patience now is lost;
       I must have you at any cost.

And here we are my lovely one;
My suffering will soon be done.
In just a moment, you'll be mine,
And everything will turn out fine.

I kiss you once to show my love, 
Once more to thank the stars above, 
And last to give you all my best, 
Before I send your soul to rest. 

I grab a pillow from the bed.  
I press it down over your head.  
You wake up, flailing in distress;  
I hold your arms down on your chest.  

You cannot swing; you cannot scream.   
I tell you that it's just a dream.   
Go back to sleep; don't try to fight.   
You will not get away tonight.   

And so it's done; my task is through.    
I lie down in the bed with you.    
I hold you in my arms gently;    
I only want you next to me.    

I run my hands across your face.     
Your hair I stroke; your lips I taste.     
You're still so warm; you smell so sweet.     
I brush my toes across your feet.     

On top of you I feel delight.      
But something just does not seem right.      
You can't even return a kiss;      
Will I not know what pleasure is?      

But so is fate; I will not cry.       
Yet still I question myself why.       
I leave you there upon your bed;       
The only love I had is dead.       

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And though my pain is all but gone,
I have my faith to carry on.
I'll try to find somebody new;
I hope that she will be like you.

Yet this time I will not forget
That killing only brings regret.
But how else will I take her heart
Without tearing my own apart?

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Copyright 2003 Darun Ferguson
Published on Wednesday, April 26, 2023.     Filed under: "Rage" and "Poetry"
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  • Railway_Butterfly On Wednesday, June 23, 2004, Railway_Butterfly (353)By person wrote:

    I actually really like this...the flow is excellent and as capt mentioned..the detail was just...well,great.Scary as hell but great :)..Cara..xxx...

  • A former member wrote: This is very good, considering all has happened to me but he ended up in jail...my uncle came over unexpectedly...I can see what your seeing in this...I like this a lot~~~chance

  • so_skeevy On Sunday, April 25, 2004, so_skeevy (64)By person wrote:

    holy shit that was awesome. Scary. But awesome.

  • capt_funguy On Saturday, April 17, 2004, capt_funguy (777)By person wrote:

    yeah ... thought so ... this is the one that scared me off in the first place ...lol ... the methodical pacing , and perfect rythm .., the details , the inner turmoil of the conclusion ... all supported a truth in the pieces confession .. like this is wha

  • capt_funguy On Saturday, April 17, 2004, capt_funguy (777)By person wrote:

    what you'd send to the newspapers ... to make sure you were understood , and properly appreciated ... heavy stuff man ... funguy

  • Ophelia On Saturday, January 10, 2004, Ophelia (221)By person wrote:

    makes my skin crawl, , , , ,O.

  • CharlottesWeb On Friday, January 9, 2004, CharlottesWeb (509)By person wrote:

    This my freind, is creepy as hell. At the same time, you've delved right into the innocense of "the" stalkers plight. The ending stanza, brings warmth into this story...and a bit of sympathy for the killer. Amazing work. ~JMDW~

  • SilentStalker On Sunday, January 11, 2004, SilentStalker (1047)By person wrote:

    ...always glad to creep someone out...thanks, by the way... Scholar

  • A former member wrote: DAMN....this was fucking awesome....great flow...i stayed curious through it all....well written...I have wanted to do the same but under different circumstances....great Scholar

  • Juggalotus On Wednesday, October 15, 2003, Juggalotus (69)By person wrote:

    Stalkers of the night.It's too bad that the only people you notice in intimate ways tend to be the ones who don't seem to notice you.the sweet irony of society.

  • SilentStalker On Wednesday, October 15, 2003, SilentStalker (1047)By person wrote:

    ...you capture the mood of my poetry oh so well...*evil laugh* Scholar

  • A former member wrote: Ack! I missed this one too? *slaps hand* Bad Fawn. This was amazing. This tale unfolded with just the right amount of suspense. And the ending was wonderful! Scholar

  • A former member wrote: Oh...and no stalking like that, okay? It only leads to badness :) Scholar

  • Bloodofdeadpoets On Friday, September 26, 2003, Bloodofdeadpoets (55)By person wrote:

    damn very nice piece, so intense and filled with emotions happiness,pleasure,sorrow all piled into to one interesting write,thanks for sharing

  • A former member wrote: I can indentify with the beginning cause I'll admit I've stalked people on occasion... but yeah... I fell madly in love with my prey and I think the feeling's kinda mutual, so the end of this isn't as easy for me to grasp. Great write tho. *grins*

  • Dancing_Monkey On Sunday, September 21, 2003, Dancing_Monkey (1228)By person wrote:

    Evil shit man...

  • silverwolf On Sunday, September 14, 2003, silverwolf (20)By person wrote:

    oooooh, spooky! i like! damn do i like the catch-22-like ones. keep it up! *wolf*

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