Stalker

I've tracked you down for many days;
I've followed you through alleyways.
You haven't even seen me yet,
But when you do, you won't forget.

I wanted you first at the store;
I saw you there five times before.
And you were always all alone;
And now I want you for my own.
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So here we are my lovely one;
My suffering has just begun.
Where do you live? I want to know;
I do not know yet where to go.

 I follow close behind your car;
 You do not even go too far.
 You stop off quick to get some gas;
 I watch you every time you pass.

  You do not even notice me.
  How lucky could I ever be?
  But maybe you just didn't care
  To try to see me sitting there.

   And now the pain; you love me not.
   My face is red; my head is hot.
   Just go home now and you will see
   The punishment for shunning me.

    So now you're home; and I am too.
    I park my car away from you.
    I sneak up as you go inside;
    You do not know how hard I cried.

     The sky is dark; it's getting late.
     It's hurting worse the more I wait.
     But nonetheless, this much I knew;
     I had to get in there with you.

      I quietly unlock the door;
      I tiptoe softly on the floor.
      I hide, completely from your sight.
      I wait till you turn out the light.

       You're all undressed and fast asleep.
       Your snoring shows your slumber's deep.
       And all my patience now is lost;
       I must have you at any cost.

And here we are my lovely one;
My suffering will soon be done.
In just a moment, you'll be mine,
And everything will turn out fine.

I kiss you once to show my love, 
Once more to thank the stars above, 
And last to give you all my best, 
Before I send your soul to rest. 

I grab a pillow from the bed.  
I press it down over your head.  
You wake up, flailing in distress;  
I hold your arms down on your chest.  

You cannot swing; you cannot scream.   
I tell you that it's just a dream.   
Go back to sleep; don't try to fight.   
You will not get away tonight.   

And so it's done; my task is through.    
I lie down in the bed with you.    
I hold you in my arms gently;    
I only want you next to me.    

I run my hands across your face.     
Your hair I stroke; your lips I taste.     
You're still so warm; you smell so sweet.     
I brush my toes across your feet.     

On top of you I feel delight.      
But something just does not seem right.      
You can't even return a kiss;      
Will I not know what pleasure is?      

But so is fate; I will not cry.       
Yet still I question myself why.       
I leave you there upon your bed;       
The only love I had is dead.       

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And though my pain is all but gone,
I have my faith to carry on.
I'll try to find somebody new;
I hope that she will be like you.

Yet this time I will not forget
That killing only brings regret.
But how else will I take her heart
Without tearing my own apart?