C
By SilentStalker
Sometimes you just let the breakdown happen.
You just let it overcome you, completely.and.thoroughly.
And leave
you with [one] solemn :thought:
One ~infinitely~ important question...
"What if I don't stop?"
What if the worst parts of me took over,
And the
control she felt she had over me,
Turns out to be.a.lie?
Everything I've :instinctively:
wanted...
Becomes everything she has to endure[again]?
And she's left there, once again.
Broken
and shamed.
And crying.
And only has me and herself, to hate.
"What
if I become her attacker, reincarnate?"
God...
...Damn.
I'm so
afraid..
...of hurting
her.
So...
...Fucking
Afraid.
Of hurting :You:
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Copyright 2012 Darun Ferguson
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On Friday, February 1, 2013, Ravenblade
(307) wrote:
Darun, I can't understand how I stay away from this site as long as I do sometimes. It's poetry like this that make me glad to be back. You have an extraordinary way with words and thoughts...simply amazing
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On Thursday, November 15, 2012, BlackVelvet Rose
(175) wrote:
To the ones that understand its not actually a fear but realization.....its when you truly understand that you know everything is in control...
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On Thursday, November 15, 2012, Devilish
(2633) wrote:
And I say DAMN!!!!!!!! How is it that you fucking roll out with brilliance...
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On Monday, November 12, 2012, Dreaming in Stanzas
(293) wrote:
You're more scared of yourself than most people are of you. I wish I could give you a hug and a cheat sheet with all the right answers.
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On Monday, November 12, 2012, Dei
(663) wrote:
I'm glad you have found a voice
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On Monday, November 12, 2012, dwells
(4177) wrote:
Admission of fears is key to self-recognition (and control). Cheers, and the best to you both!