Surprisingly Unfamiliar

By Nehema

Listening to wave upon wave 
Sifting through each syllable
searching for the slightest hint of recognition

  My faded memory conspires against my will

  Who are you?
You're a stranger to my ears
What deception is this?

  My mind screams with disappointment
Who is this interloper?
This man pretending to be you?
 
 Why is my memory being deceived? 
This is all so unexpected
Has the last several months been a dream?
  
Is the man I remember gone?
Can he have evolved so much?
Have you grown into someone else?
  
Well...I guess...I'm not the same...
Not the same as when we were...
Younger, more vibrant and nieve.

  No matter what I've become
In your mind, in your memories
What was I? And now?

  And maybe too, It's my mind that is deceiver?
That created a vision untrue?

  You are wholly new to me,
Should I have not expected that?
How could you possibly be the same?

  Am I not the same?
What were your expectations?
Did I meet them or...

 Are you as puzzled as I?
Are you disappointed in me?
The now me? The old me?

  What folly is it to not expect
These natural changes
These evolutions?

  Our past selves are memories
Time to let that go? How?
I love who you were...

  At least the memory of who you were
Were you ever what I remember?
Was he just a young girls musings?

  I never really knew, 
Back then I didn't take the time
To talk to you, not really

  So now in this time
This man I've come to love
To regard with the highest esteem

  Who shares my thoughts,
My troubles,
my demons

  This man who makes me want to live,
Explore and thrive,
Whom I cherish and adore...
 
 A stranger? Certainly not!
You are my trusted and faithful friend.
You are still who you were.

 (My mind races to find a solution,
For without a resolution,
I will declare a revolution,
against this memories pollution.)

  I resolve, you must still be you,
A great gift from God,
My most trusted ally.

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Copyright 2012 Robyn Layne
Published on Tuesday, May 15, 2012.     Filed under: "Personal" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: Beautiful..... just beautiful.

  • ANGELSLAYER On Tuesday, June 5, 2012, ANGELSLAYER (116)By person wrote:

    I have been confused by this many times, but never knew how to put words to the feeling. It seems I've had admirers that had built me up in their minds, but the reality wasn't what they had suspected. lol.

  • Nehema On Wednesday, June 6, 2012, Nehema (958)By person wrote:

    haha - yeah I know what you mean! Thanks for reading me, I appreciate your comment - XXOO Scholar

  • A former member wrote: i rate this a 10. 2 thumbs up....... totally awesome Scholar

  • Nehema On Thursday, May 31, 2012, Nehema (958)By person wrote:

    You are my hero, Superman. You honor me, I'm flattered. Scholar

  • A former member wrote: Great write! All of your work is beautifully written. Scholar

  • Nehema On Saturday, May 26, 2012, Nehema (958)By person wrote:

    Thanks 420 - I appreciate the compliment! It comes from the heart, always - XXOO Scholar

  • A former member wrote: well done I lost for words! good Write. Scholar

  • Nehema On Thursday, May 17, 2012, Nehema (958)By person wrote:

    Thanks for reading and commenting, glad you liked it Unique Scholar

  • FadedBlues On Tuesday, May 15, 2012, FadedBlues (2096)By person wrote:

    over time, people change & grow w/new knowledge & experience, adding new colors & heightened brilliance. we might be frightened, thinking we're no longer good enough for them...at the end of your poem, your fears seem to be abated...

  • Nehema On Wednesday, May 16, 2012, Nehema (958)By person wrote:

    Thanks for the comment, this has been a confusing experience for me for sure! Scholar

  • dwells On Tuesday, May 15, 2012, dwells (4177)By person wrote:

    I'm smelling somebody else, but I'm just a crackpot commentator of no officially documented authority. Keep writing and cheers to you!

  • Nehema On Tuesday, May 15, 2012, Nehema (958)By person wrote:

    Smart ass! Scholar

  • dwells On Tuesday, May 15, 2012, dwells (4177)By person wrote:

    Sorry but I know the symptoms, but then my reality is not yours either, as somebody very dear once pointed out to me.

  • Nehema On Wednesday, May 16, 2012, Nehema (958)By person wrote:

    Love you & no your no bullshit attitude dwells- BIG KISS! Scholar

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