A Center that Isn't There

By BetaWolfinVA

a center that isn't there
circling circling
drifting around
a center that isn't there
.
slowly finding that i just dare not care
painful dreams drifting through my mind
where would i be if i hadn't
married whom i did
.
why am I so alone
why did i do this to my self
why didn't i just wait
to hold you in my arms again?
.
and now, again, to try to face loosing you
but i am loath to hurt her
but do I matter
or matter not
.
good bye
for now
my love
farewell

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Published on Thursday, June 26, 2014. Filed under: "Personal" and "Poetry"

Author's Note:

written shortly after one whom I call "raven" moved out of the house that my then wife and I lived in. Raven married the man she met while living with us a month later.