You Ask me why

By BetaWolfinVA

You tell me that you
thought that i had gotten her
out of my system
you have no idea why
she still resides in my mind
.
i wish that i knew
is it trying to convince
myself that i am
not such an evil man if
she is still willing to talk
.
is it transferrance
convergence, why was i
so blind to her age
why was i unable to
see her once and know her age
.
did i know the truth
was i lying to my self
accomplice, victim
the lines blur quite well in this
am i still honorable?
.
the question haunts me
even when i hold our girl
and tears at my soul
am i a good man, fallen
or just quietly evil?

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Published on Monday, October 6, 2014. Filed under: "Personal" and "Poetry"

Author's Note:

i know you will see this, i wish you liked what i wrote, hard to get past the content. i love you

Comments on "You Ask me why"

On Friday, June 6, 2014, soul_versing (774) wrote:

Oh my... reading this my words escape me, but the ending leaves me with a sense of comfort. You already know the answer to this it's just coming to a sense of realization the you riddled this write. I tip my hat, sir.
On Friday, June 6, 2014, soul_versing (774) wrote:

That* oops. :/
A former member wrote: This has some very deep emotion in it, I hope you find your way to the answer you are looking for