Did I fool them All

see also MY(?) Beautiful Angel.
see also Did i fool them all?
see also Verging on Incandescent Joy.
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Soon with the last home study
happiness may join the house
raptured in a ten month old girls laughter
.
august cannot come too soon
when first cousin once removed
becomes my daughter
.
the unstable giant
that lifts you shoulder high
and sets you free to soar
.
the nursery is ready
the nursery is waiting
the house is empty
.
some times i cannot hope
and play games to mask it's pain
soon will i find whither 
my life will have meaning again