Raven has spoken
has told my wife that i have
been with her texting
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many months has she
been sending her messages
asking what i can't
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on the occasion
of our anniversary
she found the message
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misplaced in Facebook’s
"other" as she knows raven
not, much fireworks
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finally blocked now
until earth-mother Gaia
allows me to text
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only samwise now
remains unaware Raven
and i have texted
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samwise has reason
to despise my shattering
when last raven left
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it is to samwise
that i most want to speak and
raven fears words from
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a marriage open
and a man not normally
jealous, except my
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passive aggressive
self-hating melt down that was
quite spectacular 
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it is forgiveness
i require from samwise
for my reactions 
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when he tore my soul,
my Raven, from me while I
saved Porcelain Doll
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Once Raven was gone,
Porcelain Doll was allowed
to shatter, more shame
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only question is
why compelled to apology
for wrongs long since past
-
turn enemy friend
Gaia's suspects that I
would wish Raven free
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I think not as I
have once Told Raven no when
she said for my needs
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that she would leave her
beloved, if then i had
left porcelain doll
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my divorce only
came after her marriage to
her belov'd samwise