Lost at Sea Again (15th December 2014 9:45pm)

Lost at Sea Again 
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Really getting tired 
of bloody blue nausea pills... 
they just do not seem 
to work well any more well 
not since Seamus went over 
. 
an able seaman 
he was such a warm man 
for cold lonely nights 
i was looking forward to 
a life lived far off the sea 
. 
working the galley 
i see every one.. even 
those that do not want 
me to see see them pity me 
what is happening to me? 
. 
why aren't these damn pills 
working any more, since then 
party girl mornings 
breakfast visits for a while 
then it joins the sea... how odd 
. 
when i first met him, 
my auburn hair escaped the 
hair net his eyes flashed 
a few watches later he 
broke fraternization rules 
. 
tuning my voice with 
his tongue from below as his 
fingers played above 
afterwards we would talk of 
the future, after this tour 
. 
one night looking 
for something lost in the hold 
seamus disappeared 
someone claimed to hear a scream 
and splash that first lonely night 
. 
later, looking for 
some last trace of him to hold 
i found blood his blood 
and the first mate blew it off 
said men often bleed at sea 
. 
now i have trouble 
eating and sleeping wand'ring 
through the night trying 
to find what took him from me 
i began to get concerned 
. 
some bosuns mate found 
mommies with knives: not much fun 
back to hide in sight 
in the galley hoping to 
survive days to reach the shore 
. 
i heard the handle 
turn last night late in third watch 
pretending to sleep 
lay in bed awake all night 
in morning find a love note 
. 
meet him at life boat 
to sneak there safe and alone 
either its him or 
those that took him from me, will 
not be happy,  i'll gut them 
. 
captains log: first watch 
bodies were found this morning 
that galley woman 
and an able sea man killed 
five men and stole a life boat 
. 
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Re. The Arena: RANDOM POEMS [2] De POWER [Opium] THREE 
  Posted on: 15th December 2014 9:45pm 
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/forum/competitions/read/7494/45/ 
Group 2 
Genre: Thriller Romance Poem 
Location: merchant ship 
http://youtu.be/BX3kFCgvKp4 
Object: a blue pill