for my third wedding

both my first (legal) and second (unrecognized) marriages were over

there was no bar to marrying again

i can tell by the pictures that both "Gaia" (32) and I (37) were both radiantly happy, 

i had forgotten raven, and all the pain that i had caused my self and those around me over her... 

the wedding was at a wonderful venue on the potomac river, it was expensive, people from both our families and jobs were there, 

it was the most fun ive ever had in my life... 

i can see the happiness in my face in the pictures....

two years later, I remember the embodiment of chaos...