There is no Pain in Love

You called me doormat 
'cause i don't fight punishment
i know i deserve
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you called me patient
when i told you that i had
lay once with her that
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is the darkness on
my soul these past 17 years
despite three years play
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if you want me to
i will fight for you, there is
no need to defend
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this one from your self
use me, hurt me, hold me, I'll
from others defend
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once callousness gained
i break ties to earth that binds ...
madness overture
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i fear no other:
myself, only man i fear,
live only for joy
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trading away pain
and sorrow for happiness
between twinned souls
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i would break through your
armor, the fog that you hide
all from yourself in
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you know all my shame
hopelessness, pain, and sorrow
of yours know little
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i can guess much more
of your shame pain and sorrow
share with me, halve it
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thank you for the pain
unlocking my poetry
guiding me to here
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should you again wish
to hurt me, use me, punish
i await your words