Mixed Signals
By BetaWolfinVA
You destroy my life
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Then build it up again
leave me alone,
and wrap me in your arms
push me away, then hold me as i cry
complain of the pain when we are together
then are hurt when i
do as i must
you know that for you i feel more than simple lust
and its true i love another you sent away
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you are the dark
on my soul
that rings with another's name
only to me she has
shed all bonds
and from you i do not know if i wish to escape
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simple love
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i only want you happy,
i only want
to be happy
but i have a strange way to find it
with you
my stoicism fails
and feelings ranging from rage to hate, to love,
to dependence rocket through my mind
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now that i have found
you, you are the anchor that drags me under
and the wings that
set me free
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and, yet, there is always the other woman,
the one that you say you love as a sister
the one that you would
not let me lie with past those 2 days
the one that left us for
a man she could have, hold, and love
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even with you in the
same room
i feel so alone
hold me
Author's Note:
This is one of the few poems to or about my ex wife, who i will refer to as "porcelain doll"Comments on "Mixed Signals"
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On Thursday, December 27, 2012, BetaWolfinVA
(791) wrote:
the events are different but the feelings are the same... will i ever be whole?
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On Sunday, September 30, 2012, Fallenfromgrace
(103) wrote:
I can relate to pain of separation and loss, accompanied with rage. well written
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On Saturday, November 17, 2012, BetaWolfinVA
(791) wrote:
thank you very much :)
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On Sunday, September 30, 2012, Deviated09
(90) wrote:
There's nothing more powerful than words from the impassioned heart. Great write
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On Saturday, November 17, 2012, BetaWolfinVA
(791) wrote:
thank you :)