Falling away

Forever seems like a long time
i was looking at it being happy
you did not agree

you have another love,
yet you keep torturing me
in my mind, and online

Forever seems like a long time
for me to keep asking myself if you are
serious this time

will love last enough for me to visit or
just long enough for online flings
am i the only honest one?

its so hard to say no
when my hearts still trapped in images
of your green eyes and red/raven hair