All Apologies (Look Mom, I'm Dead)

By Six-Out

Well, it looks as if
I've hit the end of my road
I've explored all options
and there's nowhere left to go
I can't go on
in this crazy life I live
Mom hates me, and
Dad doesn't give a SHIT
Maybe after I let
this blade go into my vein
They'll see the hurt
they'll feel my pain

You hear me now?
do you see my tears?
Can you take away
these aching fears?
Can you guide me out
of this maze of life?
I ask this of you
my blade, my knife
Pierce my vein
I ask, I plead
release this pain
as they watch me bleed

Hey mom, hey dad
did you FUCKING think
I would take your SHIT
I would clean the sink
I would wash my hair
and take out the trash
Don't you see the hurt
you cause, it's so bad
You make me wish
that I was dead
as I hold this gun
to my head
and feel the cold
I can see death
I write these words
with my last breath

Hey god you BITCH
you FUCKING CUNT
you gave me a life
that I couldn't run
It's not my fault
that I'm too weak
It's all your fault
now watch me BLEED!
watch me destroy
this art of yours
but I'm not art
I'm life's dirty WHORE

Now I leave you all
with this, my pain
the last words in this life
I've lived in vain
no more hurt
no more tomorrow
I've prayed for this day
to end all of this sorrow
as I lament the wrongs
that I have had
I bet no one cries
they won't even be sad

No more hate
no more pain
no more tears
almost to the vein
goodbye cruel world
goodbye for good
tonight it ends
like it really should
so now it's done
it all begins to fade
tomorrow has died
on the face of today

P.S. :: Dave, I know what you did, it's your fault. I hate you.

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Published on Sunday, May 16, 2004. Filed under:

Comments on "All Apologies (Look Mom, I'm Dead)"

On Monday, May 24, 2010, musicalsuicide (58) wrote:

this makes me have mixed feeilings. it great but sad it makes me want to message u and make sure u r okay
On Thursday, December 10, 2009, Rachel (210) wrote:

I love that 5 years later people still aren't sure if this is real or not.
On Thursday, December 10, 2009, Rachel (210) wrote:

But seriously Jon.... if you ever need to talk, you've got my number. Nothing is worth hurting yourself over. :D
On Monday, July 20, 2009, Blood Saga (78) wrote:

Oh how I pray you wrote this purely for the contest...
On Tuesday, October 14, 2008, Scarrzz (235) wrote:

Maybe it would be good if you could just open up and say what you really think/feel Six.... Oh wait, you did.............That was raw.
On Thursday, September 25, 2008, Six-Out (1423) wrote:

I've decided that this is my contest entry.
On Friday, October 10, 2008, carlosjackal (2788) wrote:

Not shit enough. Try again.
On Sunday, October 21, 2007, Distorted_Reality (100) wrote:

I love it =) p.s. it's not cheesy!
A former member wrote: some of the most intense shit i have read!! Otto
A former member wrote: i like this one... girst one of your i have read, actually... i think i might be persuaded to continue reading you stuff... hmmm ::Thinks on it:: maybe... *~` red heart `~*
On Sunday, November 21, 2004, Armand (54) wrote:

thank you for this piece without which there wouldnt have been the most hilarious comments i have ever seen on a single post. now please take down the post but leave the comments.
On Saturday, September 4, 2004, Butterfly (99) wrote:

wow this really hit home. Awesome work. Speechless...
On Thursday, August 5, 2004, Blinded_Tiger (518) wrote:

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On Thursday, August 5, 2004, Blinded_Tiger (518) wrote:

Im behind you Six ... give me her phone number ... bring her on I say!
A former member wrote: ..And by the way: this is scaring me off. My biologic father's called: David. It's nearly to my world..
A former member wrote: comment removed by DP admins
A former member wrote: Some people are just to lazy. Taking out the trash, haha.
On Friday, June 25, 2004, Clementine (121) wrote:

to long to read, it sucks
On Friday, June 25, 2004, Clementine (121) wrote:

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On Tuesday, June 22, 2004, sole (93) wrote:

No human being should ever have to be subjected to taking out the trash, how fucking degrading. I understand your plight, next time mom asks me to do it, I'm gonna kill myself, that'll show her.
On Monday, May 31, 2004, glasshouse (530) wrote:

And then I died... right? -Glass
On Thursday, May 27, 2004, flying_fox (571) wrote:

you are one sick puppy Six. Evidently I am sicker cos damn I laughed. The title in itself is very humourous. NOW GO AND WASH YOUR HAIR YOU FILTHY HIPPY.
On Wednesday, May 26, 2004, Malice In Wonderland (976) wrote:

*speechless*...WOW...uhhhh...LOVE IT is too mainstream...Bleh...indescribable Kya
On Wednesday, May 26, 2004, finaldestiny (72) wrote:

six, this is fuckin AMAZING. thats all i gotta say. ~Finaldestny~
On Saturday, May 22, 2004, Mr King (547) wrote:

Bad ass piece MR SIX... if its all too real then I've got a message of my own 4 you... Your power is in taking responsibility... Your power is in your word and your integrity to that word...
On Saturday, May 22, 2004, Mr King (547) wrote:

Your power is in acceptance and in realizing what you cannot change and what you can...
On Saturday, May 22, 2004, Mr King (547) wrote:

You are an Immaculate Conception... You are Always Free... I have A New Love for YOU... ONELOVE1peopleWONPEACE, Seth
On Saturday, May 22, 2004, Dommi (95) wrote:

"Hey mom, hey dad..did you FUCKING think..I would take your SHIT..I would clean the sink..I would wash my hair..and take out the trash.." , these lines set a different tone, and it was rather funny.. hehe silly Sexi :-P
On Wednesday, May 19, 2004, aXe FactoR (333) wrote:

charged with anger and emotions. flows so well. a very enjoyable read. :)
On Wednesday, May 19, 2004, Six-Out (1423) wrote:

Actually, it was dripping with sarcasmn, and had no emotion what so ever in it. :)
On Tuesday, May 18, 2004, Lemons (46) wrote:

I like the way you CAPITIALISED the "vulgar" words. I like the way you wrote this poem ... it makes me laugh ::laughes::.
On Monday, May 17, 2004, Seraphic (209) wrote:

Oh my god Six, thank you for writing this, it made me feel like I'm not alone. And you aren't either, I'm here if you need someone to talk to. *slaps you* haha you're wicked...but so funny. Here, use my knife, it'd make a cool souvenier *~seraph~*
On Monday, May 17, 2004, Alanarchy (1168) wrote:

*Scowers for no reason and then takes out the trash.*
On Monday, May 17, 2004, DoctorAsh (371) wrote:

[I would clean the sink, I would wash my hair, and take out the trash, Don't you see the hurt, you cause, it's so bad].... thats fucking hilarious. *hands six a knife* nice. [D&A]
On Monday, May 17, 2004, Neith (21) wrote:

very powerful piece..made me sit back and take a deep breath...~shy vampire
On Monday, May 17, 2004, Neith (21) wrote:

and six my dear, you cant hate...you love EVERYONE! :)
On Sunday, May 16, 2004, Griffin (114) wrote:

ha ha, its always daves fault
On Tuesday, May 18, 2004, Lemons (46) wrote:

nope ... I blame Colin.
On Sunday, May 16, 2004, Mistress Morbid (405) wrote:

Eeep!
A former member wrote: What? I am confused. Obviously this is not a serious work...I.. I am going to bed. Damn you six... +T.P.U+
A former member wrote: I don't know whether to label this as sarcastic or the some really melodramatic, horribly written goodbye. Whatever it is, know we love you.
A former member wrote: SIX NO, i didnt mean it, i'm serious, shit i cant think. fuck please dont, i'm cracking up, please, talk to me first i hope you read this
On Monday, May 17, 2004, Crystal Passion (221) wrote:

you always hurt the ones you love davey
On Sunday, May 16, 2004, KittyStryker (710) wrote:

::laughs:: this makes me giggle. how DARE you make me take out the trash! slice slice bleed bleed.