Crying for myself...

By diavolessa

I’m simply alone…

Inside my soul,
pain crushes my heart like a free house that stumbles on the dirt
time says “hello”
Causes that hang on the ceiling, cannot stay put
Waiting for the night,
To hide the soreness, give me sweet dreams
It’s really strange the way I love you
It’s even stranger the way I love myself
Love how I loose, sometimes gain

City lights that turn on and off
Humidity that strangles me
But brings thoughts of you
The one that comes and goes
Kills and heals
Loves and hates
That leaves me hanging here
Love that gives birth to sun
Love that is a pesticide
Tears that clean a road
I need something
I miss you!

I promised I wouldn’t say
Never admit that I do miss you
Promised to never write letters
But there is something
A little hairball in my throat
I want to get it you
But you, doctor, have other patients

I want to fall in you arms
Feel free to dream
sheltered to love
I want to feel white
Not blue, doesn’t match

In the very end I decided to forget
Yes, put a stop to love, hate and all the packet
Burn the files of my days with you
Pain the walls so your marks won’t be there anymore
Drown the sea so it can never give me back a sunset
And then,
All there is to it
Just die…
Maybe in peace
But without a RIP
Not for me
Just a note
To cry for myself!

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Published on Tuesday, April 1, 2003. Filed under: "Poetry"

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Comments on "Crying for myself..."

A former member wrote: Love this,Love you, excellent
On Thursday, August 7, 2003, Blood of Winter (296) wrote:

a beautiful mental trip, I love this just as all the others I have read.
On Tuesday, August 5, 2003, Rebel_Angel (321) wrote:

This is good me like!
On Monday, June 9, 2003, urbanhumility (1175) wrote:

wow,the things you see;and the words you write to feel,are so very sharp and unsure,definitely draws one in......your sight and inwardness..........well done..........urban
A former member wrote: A beautifully touching piece!
A former member wrote: very well written piece; an obsession that eventually devours you
On Tuesday, April 8, 2003, liquid_emotion (323) wrote:

very, very, well done
A former member wrote: that was amazeing it reached inside me and held on
A former member wrote: i agree with tropical storm it's ABSOLUTELY FUCKING BADASS!great work:)
On Friday, April 4, 2003, TropicalSnowstorm (1703) wrote:

This is a fabulous piece! There are so many great lines in this one, like "But you, doctor, have other patients" and "Drown the sea so it can never give me back a sunset",
On Friday, April 4, 2003, TropicalSnowstorm (1703) wrote:

that are positioned just in the right places to keep it interesting and convey a dual sense of uncertainty and resolution...this is absolutely fantastic! Ciao, T/S
On Tuesday, April 1, 2003, asailorsangel (34) wrote:

Hey whats up darkside, thanks for the comments this is a great piece......it made me turn inside for just a moment thank you
On Wednesday, April 2, 2003, diavolessa (208) wrote:

ty for yours! like your works also! :)