i must...

By urbanhumility

i must...

I must tonight, reach deep within...

I must tell of all my frailty...
Its foolish life, its chance of "fading"....

Of all desire and tempting fate, turning all things wrong...

I must see the love of mothers,
I must feel my lover....

To belive in goodness.....

I must practice,
I must fool myself...

i lie and tell tales of virtue...

In this "belief" , in end, "it" is brought forth...

I must fashion....
I must make when all temptation is near.....

I must embrace the "adoration" of love,
I must be enveloped....

Or this vision is a lie, or this belief is dead...

Or my love,
or myself......

Fades away, never remembered never practiced....

i must...

i must remember....

i must belive......

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Published on Thursday, March 4, 2004. Filed under: "Poetry"

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Comments on "i must..."

On Thursday, June 4, 2009, Mylissa (825) wrote:

this will linger...i love it.
A former member wrote: A prayer...amen..kudos mate.
On Wednesday, August 22, 2007, unspeakable truth (94) wrote:

Intriguing piece....
On Sunday, October 29, 2006, Mistress Shadow (249) wrote:

This created a pause for reflection. Well put together. I'm surprised I've never stumbled into you before, and thus will keep my out for more from you. ~T
On Tuesday, May 9, 2006, Err0r (358) wrote:

This was so motivational. I like this very much.
On Tuesday, February 14, 2006, TaintedButterfly (653) wrote:

"I must embrace the "adoration" of love, I must be enveloped...." Amazing, just freakin amazing! I have chills upon chills from the other writes. You simply speak to my soul. Julia~
On Friday, December 31, 2004, sIo (898) wrote:

"I must see the love of mothers, I must feel my lover.... " damn dude, your writing simply does ROCK.this is amazingly written.
A former member wrote: This had a sense of desperation in it and the message within I can honestly say I have been up against on more than one occasion. Almost a salvation-like crisis. Awsome job man. ~Ship!
On Wednesday, August 4, 2004, xX pretty vacant Xx (64) wrote:

"or this vision is a lie, or this belief is dead" that line in particular stood out to me. but the whole thing is just powerful, without screaming it's message. great write.
On Saturday, July 24, 2004, liquid_emotion (323) wrote:

Ahhh, desperation.
A former member wrote: Quite the moving dedication. -END-
On Thursday, June 17, 2004, nell (270) wrote:

a calming and desperate grasp for hope, that is what this leaves me with... wonderful thoughts urban, it was a pleasure to read
On Thursday, June 10, 2004, Jonas (715) wrote:

love is a golden idol... and belief lends it its power... sometimes it looks like copper covered with patina.
On Saturday, June 5, 2004, Dancing_Monkey (1228) wrote:

wondefull urb, just wonderfull *favors*
On Thursday, June 3, 2004, missanthropic (26) wrote:

with this piece you have summed up those thoughts that daily allow me to continue reaching for myself.... excellent work
On Thursday, May 13, 2004, DoctorAsh (371) wrote:

Very nice urban.. its nice to see some work around here on a [enlightening note]. Beautiful. [D&A]
A former member wrote: This is hypnotic, almost...it crawled into my mind, and will remain there, I imagine, for a good part of my day...thank you. **June**
On Thursday, May 13, 2004, Anth (1126) wrote:

another great work, a feeling of desperation and a sense of the unreachable. beautifully crafted and thoughtful
On Saturday, May 8, 2004, sixsixnine (476) wrote:

sounds like a powerfull song*669*
On Tuesday, April 27, 2004, Stranger (263) wrote:

So many layers in so few lines. So much faith and so much doubt. So much strength and so much vulnerability. So much talent and so much humility.
On Saturday, April 24, 2004, maddin foxxxy (358) wrote:

"I must see the love of mothers, I must feel my lover.... " .. .this inspirational write left my mind in wonder . ..wonder how there's real honest people like you in this world. Wonderfully done Urban ..couldn't have made it better than this.
On Thursday, April 22, 2004, Spiritus_Frumenti (340) wrote:

a very honest and pensive poem with so much passion filling the empty spaces of every verse...this is extraordinary, refreshing and tells a powerful message...-l-
On Thursday, April 15, 2004, manywalks (747) wrote:

This cleansed a place in my mind, eloquently written, beautiful. ~ mw
On Friday, March 26, 2004, Rebel_Angel (321) wrote:

Very good.
A former member wrote: agreed, What can I say, I like it alot
On Tuesday, March 9, 2004, Drea (1388) wrote:

The need and the drive to remember and believe is powerful. Your words ring true. "I must embrace the "adoration" of love,/I must be enveloped..../Or this vision is a lie, or this belief is dead..." , those lines hit hard.
On Tuesday, March 9, 2004, Mr King (547) wrote:

ONE LOVE... THAT LOVE IS AND NEVER DIES... ILLUSIONS FADE... REALITY RISES... Through Trish and I you live forever, and through you Trish and I do too... Without Trish there is no CHRIST VICE... CHRIST VICE and URBAN HUMILITY are ONE... Let PEACE be done.
On Friday, March 5, 2004, Lynaes (854) wrote:

Wow I love this piece, very hypnotizing, lingering and delicate. Awesome work. ~L
On Thursday, March 4, 2004, hopeless (51) wrote:

WoW.... this is excelent..... i am in awe this is wow.... favorites!!! wow this is so good.... ~hopeless