shortly after 1a.m.


i turned my sight
towards the near fully
dialated moon and smirked


her beauty illuminated
behind the New Year fog
playing peek-a-boo


so i willingly joined in


weaving myself
in...on...and through
Cannabis Clouds
doubling as a
smokescreen


filtering negatiivity
as i enter into this new phase


to date


two days
from breaching a threshold


i was to eventually step
over....under...and amongst
considering the significance
of this moment to pass


being the 5th
transition
in my personal 7
year cycle


conjuring a meditative
breath of love
witholding tremendous
gratitude
deserving to be life's
theme song


as i recall these last
3 months
growing in each second
of this
spiritual awakening
that eagerly
taunted daydreams deaf
de-fibulator


finally alive and ripe
in a scholastic shine
there's no need to hide
tears needed to clear sight
surprised to find
suicide and sin
rotten to the rind
the reason i've been
so blind


don't watch
as i remove my disguise


so i'll say farewell to the bell
that had me under a spell
where everyone could tell
from the revolting smell
i fell into Hell's heartless well
then put me in a cell to dwell


on the fact that my soul
i considered to sell


thankfully
that was just
a shell


of a thought
learning to teach
all i was taught


*class is once again in session*


what a long awaited
blessing