Empty Dark

By Scarrzz

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When I cry and beg God to help me, there is no answer
I awake from my dreams pleading for help
I reach out to you, but I am only clutching at darkness
There is nothing else inside me or out

Why
Why
Why do you not care?

If you could not love me, then why did you take my love?
Why am I unwantable?
Why is my everything nothing to you?

I gave all I had.
my dreams...
Oh dear God kill me
I cannot want to bear this empty dark inside me

If you ever hear me, please remember
I did not take what was offered
Until I had first given all my love

That is who I was.

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Published on Tuesday, September 4, 2012. Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"

Comments on "Empty Dark"

On Wednesday, October 23, 2013, Intoxicating Delirium (273) wrote:

Haha I just realized I already commented on this... opps, well I liked it obviously... ahhh... sorry, nice job again :)
On Wednesday, October 23, 2013, Intoxicating Delirium (273) wrote:

This is beautiful, so much pain here... I've felt like that before, it sucks... but you already knew that... Nice job with this :)
A former member wrote: Hey don't even worry about it, it's good that you write to let your emotions out i like the fact that you also have the confidence to show your personal feelings with other people. Good job (: and keep writing, it helps me too.
On Tuesday, August 13, 2013, Intoxicating Delirium (273) wrote:

This is so sad... You may not have ment this by your poem but it pegs the feeling I had when I was dumped :(... Great write alot of emotion here :)
A former member wrote: Fairytales are lovely to blame for delusion.
On Tuesday, September 4, 2012, Lylani (112) wrote:

clutching at darkness, so heartfelt and familiar, perfectly expressed, great write
On Tuesday, September 4, 2012, matteus (28) wrote:

very true and dark i likey!! haha good writing
A former member wrote: Touching and heartfelt, give ur love to someone who will reciprocate, instead of false idols.....
On Tuesday, September 4, 2012, Scarrzz (235) wrote:

VERY good words and good advice, SH. Just very difficult to want to let go. Hold onto flame or fall into loveless oblivion? Loving her is/was the best thing about my life. Believing I was truly wanted was my price. I no longer belong to myself. The logic inside me tells me you're right, but my heart is a fool.