i want to make you bleed
to feed
upon your fear as i blind you
to trace my fingernails
lightly
over your waiting
tingling
flesh
dig in and revel in your widened eyes
your gasp

viricide
i said i would never break you

i lied

i will hurt you

not for your pleasure
for mine
i want to rip you apart
devour your heart
make you scream
and keep tearing a hole
in the soul you claim to have

you offered yourself to me
my canvas

it was foolish of you

i will use every piece of you
in expressionistic angst
you will bear the scars of my fury
granted no forgiveness
as i use
and abuse
your weeping, trembling body

i will cause you pain
again
again
my whip will cross your back
i will laugh as you strain against your bonds
and beat you all the harder
for trying to get away
you deserve this punishment
deserve
to be destroyed

i will strike you down
simply because i love you
and there is nothing
you need more
than to know
what it feels like
to writhe in agony
and know you are alone
to bleed at another's hands
to cry out, not only ignored
but your heart scraped all the harder
for your protests

i will make you helpless
you will not escape my wrath
and know, now
i am heartless
and deaf to your tortured tears

for i have no mercy to offer you