Yellow Post It

I remember to remember
the traces of your face ...
this silhouette
you had
...how you forgot your grace...

I remembered to remember ..
You've remembered
to forget

I've stepped upon
something else
you wouldn't even believe
you wouldn't dare to touch
you wouldn't dare to dream

I remember your tears printed
in a letter sent to me
and was that you crying
or water splashed to it?

The traces of your face ...
indefinite in miles
this darkness
of yours..
how you forgot to smile...

I've remembered to remember
how I was meant to feel
and what I wanted splattered
and never meant to heal

I remember
just your look
fixated downwards..
there was something you forgotten
and saw it just too far ..

I've seen the leaves
that fall....
I've seen how time
can crawl...
I've found out
my belongings
and some place new
to live
and you wouldn't believe
the air inhaled upon
and you wouldn't dare to dream
in whom I have become...

The silence in your absence ..
distance as you're
gone
the traces I remember
too rusted
to recall ...

I've remembered to remember
and how could you
forget?