baby
i love the way you evade me
slippery smooth
like lubricant
you are my KY jelly
once easing my penetration
into a clenched shut world
making things
just a little
less difficult
and you've been
oh so hard
to cling to

but you've dried up
no longer
able to astroglide
along my pathes
with you
i'm stuck with using my own resources
spit
and blood
not quite as easy
not quite as desireable
and both
the world and i
feel the pain
of my progress

but hey
no pain
no gain
right?
the more misery
the farther you go
and the more you appreciate the result?...

i don't know

perhaps i should get used
to using what nature gave me
as i thrust my way into the universe

maybe i should keep using KY
and hoping
the dryness
the allergy
i have right now
is just a phase

maybe i should find
another lubricant

baby
i hate the way you evade me
hate the way
you slide out of my hands
and if i could
i'd let you slip away

but i'm addicted
to the way
you feel