confessions of a serial heartbreaker

i never meant to be the one
to cause you so much pain
it wasn't like i tried to push
your soul into the rain.

i didn't want to hurt
the one
the only one i knew
i never meant to hurt you love
there was nothing i could do.

it wasn't what i wanted to hear
it wasn't how i planned
it didn't go the way i thought
i fuckin hurt you man.

i'm sorry that i couldn't
hold
the love
once held so dear
it wasn't out of hate or spite
but indeed, was out of fear.

i never meant to bring you tears
to make you sob
so hard
it wasn't my intention dear
to push you in the mud.

i never meant to break your heart
i'll feel the pain
to death.

i never meant to hurt you
and i hope through this you'll know
you gave me everything you
had and it was me
that wasn't whole.

i never meant to make you crave
the words you want to hear
"i'm sorry i was wrong my love,
and i'm still standing here."
i never meant to hurt you.
i didn't want to cry
and now i'm here
i'm crashing out
and i have no will to fight.

i never meant
to say the things
the things
that made you fall
and in the end i caught you not
i stood and watched you ball
i could not speak
i sat and cried
and built another wall.

i never meant to hurt you love
i'll take that to my grave
i pray this world will understand
and god will keep you safe.