inhumanity

By the broken

these emotions i try to hide
develops a fear that boils inside
happiness
sadness
love
and hate
only half i can create

sadness hate
the only things in my soul
it almost scares me
how inhuman
these human emotions make me feel

am i human at all
where in life did i fall
am i that broken doll
and the world the child that threw me away
was it possible
for me to even be saved

was it i that did this
my fault i feel inhuman
my fault people hate me
my fault people hurt me
maybe the answers
are something I'll never see
maybe that happy person is just
something i was never meant to be

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Published on Saturday, October 1, 2011. Filed under: "Personal" and "Poetry"

Comments on "inhumanity"

A former member wrote: i dopnt hate you I LOVE YOU JOSHY!!!!!! ur my best buddy! and no ur not human we are aliens super amazing aliens from planet AWSOME wich must be where this write came from to!
On Saturday, October 8, 2011, Devilish (2633) wrote:

Fuck me!!! Damn I love your mind... I want to taste your insides... I swear....
On Monday, October 3, 2011, Hands_Around_My_Throat (67) wrote:

I like the reflecting sense of horror this poem brings about, but one thing we all must recognize is that no one hurts us without our permission, and the choices we make define us, so decide to be what you want, what you need to have, and let nothing stop you from getting it.
On Saturday, October 1, 2011, dwells (4177) wrote:

Give life a chance because there are four seasons my friend.