One moment of weakness
Disguising itself as strength

After all these years
Hi should just mean hello
No undertone of
I miss you
No sense if accomplishment 
That you smiled in my direction

So beautiful past
Stop creeping into my dreams
Knotting my thoughts with half forgotten memories
Because
I can stand alone
On lonely nights and face the dawn
But not when I know you're close by
I'm complete until I hear your voice
then I'm only half a person

If I knew you didn't care
Then maybe letting go would work 
I could free fall  off your cliff 
Splash into clear water
before I swam away without  glancing back
But I'm on a bungee 
Falling
Until you jerk me back to your embrace


When I think of the fire 
That burnt our hearts 
Quenched only by tears
I remember a passion so fierce
Undeniable
Unsustainable

But if we have to once more 
Assess the plethora of reasons
We never work 
I wont be able to stop the tsunami 

So please don't try and love me again