And because you have caged my heart,
left under the covers of
our cum-stained sheets.
chained...
then I won't feel the ache
as I crumble to the floor.
Broken, from how this torture has betrayed me.


And because my eyes are blurred,
from so many shots
drowning out.
I will no longer cry.
No longer when you push me aside
to gaze longingly into her eyes.
I am by your side,
she consumes your mind.
I cannot see that!
No.  It's not there.


And because my thoughts are buried,
my mind a black canvas,
I remain an ignorant fool
as I sponge up every lie you spew in my face.
Turning and speaking
as directed from the hole in my neck.
A puppet to your will.


And this I do willingly.
I don't ever fight or protest...
because I love you so much
So passionately! so clingingly...
that this is worth it.
As long as I have you with me.