A little warning from mummy to father
By Lylani
Pallid face
Drawn in frustration
At unfulfilled promises
Left to console
Inconsolable tears of a child
Because for no good reason
I'm covering for you
Again
You become your fathers son
The man you dispise
But you don't realise
To you
Your excuses
for
Laziness
and
Irresponsibility
Are valid
You convince yourself you're true
But all a child understands
is
Daddy's supposed to be here
But he's not
Again
So
When with the conviction of
Youth
and
Innocence
He tells me he hates you
I tell him
You love him
It's not your fault
But
I'm sick of saying you're sick
When you're tired
I'm tired of saying it's not your fault
When it's your choice
Just in case
One day
You decide to be a father
So you won't see the damage you did
But it won't be long
Until
Innocent eyes grow
With the knowledge of years
The things I say won't hide the truth then
When he gives up on you
I know you'll blame me
Because you'll never know
The things I did to defend you
But all you gave was bullshit
What does he owe you?
Comments on "A little warning from mummy to father"
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On Friday, February 27, 2009, CharlottesWeb
(509) wrote:
My mother said nothing but good things about the man who is my father all the while I was growing up. After I met him..."HE" blamed my mother for the way I felt about him and our "lack of relationship". Nothing I can say has ever changed that...but I realize it is all on his shoulders...not hers. Nice poem...real topic...intuitive ending.
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On Friday, February 27, 2009, Sketso
(416) wrote:
*hands over large, heavy pieces of 'crockery'*
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On Friday, February 27, 2009, Joey
(30) wrote:
Feels...like he said. I can see it. Hear it. feel it. I love it.
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A former member wrote:
real thoughts,..real situations,..appreciate the raw reality that is.. this write.
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On Friday, February 27, 2009, Lylani
(112) wrote:
Thank you... yes very real at the moment, so real in fact that if he were here I may start throwing crockery at him, but then again if he were here I wouldn't need to lol