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By CharlottesWeb

It amuses me to no end that the place I felt the greatest at times ade I n because everybody new me is the place I am running to now because nobody knows me.  Guess DP always fits the season.season. 

When I was younger I was simply too chicken to suicide out because of the pain. And I only just realized a few minutes ago that when you're really ready, you don't even feel the knife. It is a strange phenomena to try.... like you've tried 100 times before but this time....not feel any pain while having more success at depth like never before. 

Not a poem, but a deep dark confessions but nobody in real life knows. Fix yourself young folks, it's much harder as you get older.


 

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Published on Tuesday, July 7, 2020.     Filed under: "Journal"
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  • LIFEINVADER On Friday, July 10, 2020, LIFEINVADER (302)By person wrote:

    Some pains are just there, nothing really births them, those I find so hard to "fix", if there is anything broken at all, indeed they become stronger with age, sometimes I feel as if everything I do to glue them down just keeps on breaking them even more... Thanks for sharing friend, write on...

  • Alanarchy On Wednesday, July 8, 2020, Alanarchy (1200)By person wrote:

    I found it easier, with a little wisdom. But I also didn't fix myself. I had to get help from a lot of different people, and I had to get sober, which was only possible thanks to my wife. 2 years ago I was arrested for attempting to commit suicide by jumping off the Coleman bridge. Lowest I've ever been. I curse myself for it. I would have denied myself The best portion of my life, which is the portion I'm living now. Please, write on. And be well.

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