Red paints and dark tunes

By violetdarkness

like weeping notes
they paint harmonic minor thoughts
in your mind. and you hear
murky melodies, because
you're alone.

with eyes a closed
you started playing tunes
like builiding a castle
of ancient depression
and doom. 

then you dream of
becoming a music painter,
brushing notes to
the canvas. alone
and you ran out of dark
red color. so you cut your wrist
just to mend 
the contagious disease
of happiness.
because for you 
depression
is a gift.

but you're awake
and still painting the horror. music
of grief. playing the mural
depression landscape.  the colors
and tunes of doom
they breathe.

then you wish
the dripping red paints from your wrist
and darkest tunes
would never reach
their end.

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Copyright 2012 violetdarkness
Published on Thursday, April 12, 2012.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: Amazing how you blend the artful talent of the musician/painter with the horror! Keep it up!

  • violetdarkness On Saturday, May 19, 2012, violetdarkness (50)By person wrote:

    i really appreciate how this piece got into you haunted. i'm honored. as always. thank you.

  • haunted On Friday, May 18, 2012, haunted (837)By person wrote:

    damn, i hear you in this. create something beautiful out of something so dark and then fade out of mania and succumb to depressions beautiful gift. death! thats how i read this and i loved it violet! write on.

  • FadedBlues On Thursday, May 3, 2012, FadedBlues (2096)By person wrote:

    ...combining painting (PAINting) & music composition, & adding self-abuse, make for a very unique piece...

  • violetdarkness On Saturday, May 5, 2012, violetdarkness (50)By person wrote:

    thanks faded for the time!

  • violetdarkness On Sunday, April 15, 2012, violetdarkness (50)By person wrote:

    aww. thank you very much! you painted a smile in my face today :) and i sooo love your nasty writings too!

  • Devilish On Sunday, April 15, 2012, Devilish (2633)By person wrote:

    how did I miss this post. i love your poetry.. i love it.. Scholar

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