No Paper Flowers

By Lylani

Dirty
Tangled hair

Eyes
Search an empty room

With the fear and suspicion  of a street child

Who know the horrors of this world too young

Who see the ghosts

 

Music that does nothing to soothe

Bitter lyrics

Ring true

In screaming ears

But never drown out those thoughts

 

Precise

 

Definite


 

Exact 

 

Movements
 

To maintain control

Keep from shattering on the floor

Keep those sobs from biting at my throat

Knives from caressing my flesh

 

Count 

Every breath
 

Think
 

Every 


Empty


Thought



Read

Every word on the cereal box                      





Try





Just try
 

To ride it out
 

Remember 

There is an end

This isn't always

 

But my fingers are slipping

Like the string of a helium balloon 

From an infants grasp

 

The soft whispers of the void

Lap at my vein 

Enveloping me in velvet darkness

Like a drug coursing through me

Flooding me with disgust and loathing

 

No squares of paper can calm my mind
 

Not tonight 
 

My heart is screaming 

No precise folds 

No definite creases 

No exact flowers

 

No beauty is to be found in this madness
 

Not tonight

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Copyright 2012 Lylani
Published on Monday, February 20, 2012.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • carlosjackal On Wednesday, June 28, 2023, carlosjackal (3015)By person wrote:

    The atmosphere and impact of this piece is superbly produced.

  • veingo On Wednesday, February 22, 2012, veingo (533)By person wrote:

    The staggered rythem of this really drives home the feeling of thoughts and emotions coming from every angle; being stifled by sheer will. It's like trying to fight hornets with your fists... Gaah.. I never feel like my comments do your words justice... But I somehow ALWAYS feel your words... ^V^

  • A former member wrote: wow this is fuckin awesome

  • sexxykiller14 On Monday, February 20, 2012, sexxykiller14 (38)By person wrote:

    love the feelings behind this. i get what your saying. love it.


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