What do I want to write about?
Do I want to write about my love in Philly?
Or the love that I can't see?
What about my life in the army?
Or in Germany?
How about Kuwait?
Soon to be Iraq?
What about my abusive father?
My scared and timid mother?
My abused little sister?
My few loving friends?
The friends I no longer see?
Should I write about times back home?
Or what I'll do when I get out of this god-forsaken desert?
Shall I write of the reality?
Or write a good fantasy?
Do I really even want to write at all?