perforated hell
By SummerCoat
I don’t want to make you feel guilty
There’s no daily price I’d have you pay.
Goddamn it- if I could,
I’d make it all go away.
I feel so out of control
My head and heart are spinning.
I feel silly
because I’ve been busting my ass
to convince you of my love
since the very beginning.
And in my consuming efforts
I never took the time to consider
the chance I was taking by
handing my heart over whole
-I never really thought of it breaking-
But I felt it.
And in my cell, - my perforated hell..?-
I often found myself sobbing and shaking
optimism faking.
I suppose it’s the inevitable, though.
Nothing stays perfect forever…
every heart comes to bear scars
and their depth does show…
through lack of trust and hesitation
when it comes to letting go and
letting anyone get close enough
to ever really know
Author's Note:
the usage of 'perforated' in this peice is an inside sort of thing, it is out of it's usual/logical contextComments on "perforated hell"
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On Monday, March 26, 2012, dwells
(4284) wrote:
Made me think of Pinhead on Hellraiser for some reason. But I think the title may actually have something to do with injectible substances? Nothing ventured and nothing gained, when it comes to romance, as I'm sure you know - cheers!
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On Monday, March 26, 2012, SummerCoat
(29) wrote:
very good assesment of the title.
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A former member wrote:
True shit, This is why were all here. I mean were not exactly here for a coupon or two ......? Right