INSOMNIAC

By SGT Bloth

EYES RED
Body still moves
function like I'm just fine
haven't slept in 10 days
or was it 8 or 9?
I can't remember
I'm not really there
all I know is I'm still alive
I think.....

I live in 2 different worlds
slipping in and out of this one to the next
I made love to you last night
I think.......
were you really there?
Fuck I can't stand this

I have talked to myself
a picture of my self
he makes me do things
I don't normally do
I think....I ..fuck..
where the fuck am I !!!!???

I can't decipher
what's real?
what's my imagination...

I need sleep
I won't sleep
Never sleep
He'll come back

He won't be nice this time
he'll make me do it again
he'll make me kill

I'm so fucked up
what do I do
what did I do
am I real

Is this place....are you all....
SOMEBODY SAY SOMETHING!!!!

Where the fuck am I now?
OH....I think...oh yea,,I'm deraming
on my feet again
fuck
fuck
what the fuck
Did you dee that?

Who are you anyway?

can't sleep
won't sleep
Hell come back

Can't sleep

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© 2008 Bloth Andii
Published on Saturday, January 26, 2008.     Filed under: "Reflective" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: There's nothing worse than a paranoid imagination. Enjoyed this.

  • Chimauron On Thursday, February 14, 2008, Chimauron (87)By person wrote:

    dude... you been on night shift to long. Seriously, insomnia sucks. I had it for a while, couldn't sleep for a month thanks to a heavy dose of the Balkans. Perfectly captured the insanity and hallucinations and... FUCK!! Yeah, I likes it!

  • SGT Bloth On Monday, February 25, 2008, SGT Bloth (162)By person wrote:

    Word up Homie


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