Pain filled memories and blood shot eyes, I cannot count the tears I cry. I try to stop the blood shed, I tried to stop the tears, I tried to stop the pain and agony, and leave this world of despair. To you this may be nothing, and to you I might be worthless, but what you've done to me has killed me, and you have been burned into my soul. I've watched the beatings, assaults, and rapes in my mind,and I can't seem to find a way out. Some will say you're pathetic, some will say you're cruel, some will say you're powerless, and all they say is true. Hate consumes me; I sold my soul. I've sold it to the hatred I have for you. I wish I could forgive, I wish I could let go. I hope that one day you will know that what you've done to me is wrong. You ruined me, my life and hope, and my hope to strive to live.