...Musings of a Sinister Mind

By SolApathy

https://youtu.be/B9rKLnuMWaY?t=67

Taste the chaos of disillusionment so long hidden
Told by others--Forbidden
Bitter and electric
Pace—Hectic
Traces of a sinister thought process
Soon to explode
My thoughts my own
Within my animosity
Darker things are born
No excuses as the blade is drawn
My smile is the whisper of lives soon to be forsaken
This dawn will be of blood--Taken
Tales of lost love sing within the dance of this sabre
I am one within
Chaos of the calm
Storms within the eye of tranquility
Epicenter of morality--Gone
Bleed from the cuts of my razor-sharp prose
Your soul in death throes
All the lies in which you never were wrong
Haunt you as you see your control--Gone
Your burning soul a victim of one who was once in control
You broke me
I never told
Savaged my desires to just be a kid
Burnt the bridges I so carefully hid
Envy of what you couldn’t be
You saw the light you needed to snuff out of
Me
Never thinking of what may fill the void
I whisper in your ear of the moralities of which I am devoid
Sinister emptiness courses through these veins
Irony within my brain
My soul whispers to yours—What remains
Paroxysm of dark dreams—SCREAM
As you beg for this to all just be...
A nightmare within your dreams
…Wake my love…
I’m here to collect your screams

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Published on Sunday, October 14, 2018. Filed under: "Poetry"

Author's Note:

...As I bleed you upon my blade I revel in the darkness you have...Made

Comments on "...Musings of a Sinister Mind "

On Wednesday, December 5, 2018, sTr8-jAcKeT (735) wrote:

Are you really this twisted and f***** up? Or are you merely posing as a facade of somebody very well versed in the English language? A professional profiling analyst would not be able to tell the difference. That speaks from somebody with CIA and FBI profiling background experience. Challenging I find the words within each person and how they continue to conduct themselves wether spiritually, emotionally or socially. I hope you are this deep, it speaks to me more than you'd believe from comments left in light reprieve. Stellar piece.
On Wednesday, December 5, 2018, SolApathy (667) wrote:

Within the atrocities of my own mind--I struggle to find the answers you seek...I get many answers, some shallow, some deep. I know little of what I am anymore. I appreciate all your comments, and I read every one. Every line as potent as my poems. I love the depth of your replies.
On Monday, October 15, 2018, Commander_Cadaver (245) wrote:

This was a fun read. Bravo.