When I woke up this morning there was someone living with me .
I sat in bed and watched quietly , listening to an indirect noise coming from inside the chest, Attentive,  the noise increased in sound  and nuisance .
He said to me ~i am a friend~
Strange because is not my feeling. Is always the same bite.
How many more of these can I have within me. ? 
To ask me to torture me .
Started the day singing . Trying to hide this anguish . And now I remember . He will not go anyway . Just today decided to speak louder As i try forget the face of the death.