cant wait till the day that I get to die

I bet you that not a single person will cry

when I lay in the grave and I say goodbye

to my mother my only words would be "mommy why"

why was it a childhood I was denied

to my step father I'd say we'll meet in due time

and I'll make sure you pay for all of your crimes
 

then I will descend to what I supposedly deserve

a place more horrible then anywhere on this earth

you see I was damned straight from birth I was born to burn

scorch for an eternity with nobody that loves me enough to keep me inside of a urn
 

never found love I was always alone

hid in the darkness cause it felt like home

my only friends were the people within my dome

but I know, they wont be mourning me when I'm six feet under stone
 

you see in my mind is paradise but I'm smart enough to know its false

I cant wait till the day that the voices are forced to halt

god must really hate me to embed me with these faults

born with no future I'm a demon resistant to salts
 

I'll put this gun to my dome and I laugh as the bullet exists my skull

you take it as a joke when I pound my head against the wall

when the bullet enters I ponder what I'll look like with a hole

in the middle of my head I wonder if you look inside will you see my soul?
 

I hate everything and most everyone in this world

the only person I did not hate was this demented girl

in my dreams we'd waltz, a little spin and twirl

cute little story that'll make the smart begin to hurl
 

the fool and the jewel sounds like something from a fairy tale

pathetic story old, worn, and stale

but I wonder when I'm dead, cold, and pale

will she live happy forever? well devil, I'm ready to make the sale