God why do I feel this
This hollow desperation

I hate this longing
This unending exhaustion

Just wish the stars would tell me to stop
Or to rest and just suddenly drop

All these things attacking me
Both sides of my mind battling against me

Just ease my impatient mind
Stop making me wait time upon time

So weak and so lost
And then comes the frost

What used to be the sun
Is now dead and completely frozen