to the grave i go...

By the broken

cant wait till the day that I get to die

I bet you that not a single person will cry

when I lay in the grave and I say goodbye

to my mother my only words would be "mommy why"

why was it a childhood I was denied

to my step father I'd say we'll meet in due time

and I'll make sure you pay for all of your crimes

then I will descend to what I supposedly deserve

a place more horrible then anywhere on this earth

you see I was damned straight from birth I was born to burn

scorch for an eternity with nobody that loves me enough to keep me inside of a urn

never found love I was always alone

hid in the darkness cause it felt like home

my only friends were the people within my dome

but I know, they wont be mourning me when I'm six feet under stone

you see in my mind is paradise but I'm smart enough to know its false

I cant wait till the day that the voices are forced to halt

god must really hate me to embed me with these faults

born with no future I'm a demon resistant to salts

I'll put this gun to my dome and I laugh as the bullet exists my skull

you take it as a joke when I pound my head against the wall

when the bullet enters I ponder what I'll look like with a hole

in the middle of my head I wonder if you look inside will you see my soul?

I hate everything and most everyone in this world

the only person I did not hate was this demented girl

in my dreams we'd waltz, a little spin and twirl

cute little story that'll make the smart begin to hurl

the fool and the jewel sounds like something from a fairy tale

pathetic story old, worn, and stale

but I wonder when I'm dead, cold, and pale

will she live happy forever? well devil, I'm ready to make the sale

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Copyright 2013 joshua lee mccourt
Published on Tuesday, June 4, 2013.     Filed under: "Abuse" and "Poetry"
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  • UndeadAngel On Friday, July 19, 2013, UndeadAngel (13)By person wrote:

    This poem is exactly how i feel, every last word.

  • brudie On Thursday, July 4, 2013, brudie (16)By person wrote:

    this really is a beautiful poem. Well written, and from the heart.

  • Nehema On Monday, June 10, 2013, Nehema (1259)By person wrote:

    This was beautifully written, the depreciation came through clearly and made my stomach ache. You're a beautiful boy and have many that love n support you. Never forget how sweet every emotion is, even the painful ones, that's what makes life worth living. Even the pain is addictive - XXOO Scholar

  • A former member wrote: Damn... So many genius lines in this I don't think I could pick any one line and say it was the best... I have a fascination with death, can't wait to die myself, mostly out of simple curiosity. Hell would be a grand place I think. A really magnificent poem. Scholar

  • Devilish On Tuesday, June 4, 2013, Devilish (3760)By person wrote:

    I will not only cry but part of me will die with you.. i want you to be alive.. i am always here for you as much as i can possibly be, i am sorry you feel this way you are way to young and beautiful to want to die this early.. i wish i could take care of you . Scholar

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