Comments by haunted
- "this sounds like a place with no escape, and post traumatic stress disorder can make it all the more intense. I know your a sensitive person and apathetic. I wish I could tell you that it will pass and that it will be ok, but living with that disorder can shake the very foundation that seems to be stable. I wish you the best and I hope counseling is in this picture. one on one therapy is very cognitive and mentally therapeutic. I don't know the situation but whatever it is, validation and someone who understands can be the light in the darkness. it can be what stands in your way that makes healing difficult. you can mail me beth if you would ever like to talk. I miss you lots, and I hope your smile can be seen in your dreams, because monsters hate smiles. because it means they have been defeated by your will to let go. a very nicely written poem beth, and thank you for sharing this vulnerable side of you. awesome!"
Posted by haunted on "P.T.S.D." by ColorMeToxic
- "i love the way you expressed yourself in this poem beth. i could feel your anger exactly when intended. the situation sounds horrible for you and your daughters and i hope you get through this ordeal. thanks for sharing."
Posted by haunted on "I confess" by ColorMeToxic
- "its been awhile but i remember using music as a catalyst to really spark the emotions. its a place of surrender to lose yourself in the music. my favorite is sarah mcclachlin, she really pulls out the sadness in me. sometimes i dont exactly know what im crying about but the music just makes it that much stronger and a good cry is needed once in awhile when were down. im not there in that need for sadness to overcome me, but it sure sounds good to completely give myself to the music. excellent beth. thanks for sharing this part of you."
Posted by haunted on "Music Moves Me" by ColorMeToxic
- "alright beth!good job this is awesome. i love the twist in the end. i was under the impression that this was just an observational poem. but when you say or am i, for me it changed my perspective that your seeing a world your in, not a world that you see. hope that makes sense. good friggin poem beth! i really enjoyed it! thanks"
Posted by haunted on "Death March" by ColorMeToxic
- "wow beth this really has alot of feelings pouring out of it. it flows so well, it took me no effort whatsoever to read this because its so smoothly readable. excellent write!"
Posted by haunted on "Isolate (renamed)" by ColorMeToxic
- "very heart felt poem beth, we do take things for granted and this is the perfect time of year to bring this to light. excellent!"
Posted by haunted on "It was worth it" by ColorMeToxic
- "very nice poem beth, kind of emotionally charged. i love that! you know beth i have green eyes, but you would have to be a sucker to fall for them! depending on the color clothing i wear they get darker or lighter. anyhow great writing toxic!"
Posted by haunted on "VIII Years." by ColorMeToxic
- " beth, you should learn to love the
rain because when your depressed
no one can see your tears and you blend
in perfectly with the mood of the sky.
as long as you dont dwell in it and you realize the sun will shine again, you can find happiness in the rain. works for me!very nice!"
Posted by haunted on "Depression II" by ColorMeToxic
- "wow beth, im sorry. this was heartfelt and sad. and i hope you find someone
better at love. some people dont know
what love is. and sometimes it takes a
broken heart to find this out. when you
look for love you cant find it. when you
close your eyes to it, its right in front of
you. thanks beth. "
Posted by haunted on "Stronger Now" by ColorMeToxic
- "hi beth, we missed you its been a while!
god this person must be really special,
you poured your heart out here, i wish i was missed that much. this person is
lucky to have you, and hopefully you
dont get bitter over it. but i guess you
dont know what you got till its gone!
very nice beth!"
Posted by haunted on "Turbulence" by ColorMeToxic
- "very nice beth, i loved this! i can absolutely relate. i love your rhyming.
perfectly timed, and this all
came together with a grand slam!"
Posted by haunted on "Muse No More" by ColorMeToxic
- "hi beth, i love how you think out loud,
its all so true unfortunetly. all we can do is close our eyes and let it happen
i guess! but i think the world needs
to start with their children to make a
difference in the future. but i dont
see that happening, we can only
control whats in our hands! you
know what i mean! great poem!"
Posted by haunted on "More random thoughts, and stuff." by ColorMeToxic
- "oh my god beth, that was outragously
fantastic! i loved this. the details
and the picture you painted here is
really good. so vivid! like a crime scene.
your talent is a gift. you should write
everyday. i love it when you post!
i break out the popcorn with nail
biters like this!"
Posted by haunted on "who lives, who dies, who suffers" by ColorMeToxic
- "this was great beth, i saw what it must be like to be a singer performing in
perfection with the realization that, if you
stumble with nerves it could be a
disaster. i think i would vomit. such a
vivid visual that you leave. so thanks for
letting me be in a rock stars shoes for
30 seconds!"
Posted by haunted on "Stage-fright" by ColorMeToxic
- "hey beth, its hard for me to comment on this, im glad you have closure. but its
never really closed. its been 22 years.
headstones represent remembrance
to me. and he is there in spirit every
time you visit him. sorry beth, i hope
when you visit him that your filled with good memories that will last a lifetime.
sincerely."
Posted by haunted on "It Is Done," by ColorMeToxic
- "that was incredible toxic. that is a subject that has fascinated me since forever. you composed it perfectly. thanks for the journy!"
Posted by haunted on "Astral Travel " by ColorMeToxic
- "hi toxic, that's a great poem from you, i think all poetry comes from the heart.
but when i can see your heart, it makes it that much more special. really nice,
heart warming peice!"
Posted by haunted on "I Will Always Cry." by ColorMeToxic
