I confess
By ColorMeToxic
I said I would never write about You again.
I Hate that I Lied but apparently, I did.
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To you,
I confess
that
today you
disappointed me,
like you
always
have before.
That's you.
I should
have seen
that coming
except,
I'm too
fucking
stupid
to see the
loop
in the things
that you do.
I obsess
over it
and try
so hard
to make
damn
sure
that myself
and my
daughters
take
every
opportunity
to become
everything
that you are
Not.
I am often
terrified
that I will
go to sleep...
myself,
and wake up...
You.
I don't
want to.
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© 2015 Beth Greene
Author's Note:
I just don't understand how someone could give birth to someone else and then forget about them.Comments on "I confess"
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On Wednesday, April 10, 2013, haunted
(850) wrote:
i love the way you expressed yourself in this poem beth. i could feel your anger exactly when intended. the situation sounds horrible for you and your daughters and i hope you get through this ordeal. thanks for sharing.
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On Friday, April 5, 2013, FadedBlues
(2169) wrote:
...take heart in the knowledge that your children will never write something like this...
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On Friday, April 5, 2013, ColorMeToxic
(240) wrote:
Thank you so much for saying that...
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On Friday, April 5, 2013, darkness falls
(73) wrote:
I'm sorry, Beth...
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On Thursday, April 4, 2013, lupus tenebrae
(872) wrote:
Yes, it does seem like a dead horse, eh? You think you've all but removed a part of your life, then suddenly, it encroaches again. I had a muse like that once. Had that faithful day not come where I realized that he was a man and not a monster, I would have still been writing about him.