Lost Innocence (Warning - May be a Bit Disturbing)

By JiNx

A child's innocence lost at age 5
Tortured by a secret for years
No way for her life to be fixed
She remembers all her fears
Cuddled up on the bed
Hoping he'll just walk past
Another night that will never mend
Wishing he'd leave at last
He watches and stares
She tries to make believe it all away
Wondering if anyone cares
Her body glowing with dismay
This night will be engraved in her mind forever
Closing her eyes praying in mind
Her heart beat grows louder
He has nothing in mind thats kind
She feels him moving slowly towards her
His hand begins sliding up her legs
She tries to look away
He grabs her face and kisses her lips
Her body wishing for it to be day
Closing her eyes once more
Wishing she could speak
Her soul becoming sore
Wishing she could disappear
To afraid to open her eyes
As her body's frozen in fear
Her soul slowly begins to die
Being torn from the inside
When he's through he leaves
She has thoughts overwhelming in mind
Trying to stand shes become weak in the knees
Collapsing on the floor
Her face drowning in tears
Wishing for no more
Things go on for years
Todays present day
Her minds become tainted
She's slipping further away
Her memories still freshly engraved
Sitting in her corner
She's never going to mend
Becoming more of a loner
Just waiting for the end...

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Published on Saturday, May 13, 2017. Filed under: "Poetry"

Comments on "Lost Innocence (Warning - May be a Bit Disturbing)"

On Wednesday, June 7, 2006, Nail Bunny (161) wrote:

That is a terrible story, but an amazing (take? description? vent?) on/of it. A fabulous write.
On Saturday, December 24, 2005, PoeticHellion (191) wrote:

Wow. That is amazing.
On Thursday, December 22, 2005, Aethelwyne (51) wrote:

i want to say i love this write, but it brought back to me the memories iv been trying to forget for years. its painful. it is a very good write, i just cant stand this feeling.
A former member wrote: you can't know how angry i am at all this.and if it's of any concolation. the worst pains in life breed the artists.and you are one hell of a writer.Pain is not so bad if you know how to feel.and i can see that you do. love, Pandora.
A former member wrote: not bad better than the one who won first always like the rape poems great angle and image
On Saturday, December 3, 2005, Solitary Dreamer (24) wrote:

*shudder*you're right..it was disturbing...but a good write nonetheless
On Tuesday, November 29, 2005, coly (54) wrote:

wow i cry thats sad but a great wright
On Tuesday, February 15, 2005, sIo (926) wrote:

wow this is...intense. i am so sorry.
A former member wrote: That's heartbreaking but a good write. Excellent job.
On Wednesday, December 29, 2004, BeautifulCalamity (428) wrote:

i agree with valentine, provokes an emotion I dont know completely. . but one that pains me fully. leaves me wishing I was blind to reality almost, but this was a really beautiful piece. . very, strong.
A former member wrote: i have to go through this... alot. i am glad i aint the only one who feels this way
A former member wrote: oh god.....we need to talk, really.
A former member wrote: it's too bad that shit like that actually happens. no, wait, it's not too bad, it's fucking terrible. painful and true write.
A former member wrote: amazing. just wow...so painfull and i have no idea what to say. this left me speachless...
A former member wrote: Wonderfully written and certainly tear-provoking . . i almost have to shy away from the fear . . a saddening write . . ~ Rose
On Monday, November 22, 2004, Nesfurata (58) wrote:

You did a great job and this and I commend your bravery to write it. I could feel you pain and fear. Hopefully things will get better for you. -Elizabeth
On Sunday, November 21, 2004, Sin (1168) wrote:

this was crushing and painful,it brought tears to my eyes
On Sunday, November 21, 2004, Savannah (218) wrote:

this turned my stomach.. hard to read, but wrote wonderfully
On Sunday, November 21, 2004, Delphoid-Q (213) wrote:

Scary stuff.