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In this Dress, You forever rest
By SolApathy
https://youtu.be/KTroLJbP3u4?t=30
…As the encompassing dark has come
Enveloping me, even under the sun
Despair of choking air
Beckons sorrowful stares
Hollow words spill from my soul
As these words I speak barely echo the toll
I tremble as tears crest
Dropping on the now ink-stained paper of my distress
I look to you in repose, in that dress
Knowing I will never be able to again, caress
My emotional tsunami of phantasmagoria wanderings
As I now lay upon this bathroom floor, pondering
Pills of your recent fatal ills
Torment me as the alcohol spills
Tears have all but stopped as I rock
These pills, should I pop?
Just for these feeling to stop
Don’t want to face the world without you
Everything once of beauty, now dark hues
Sweetness of the sunset, now a haunting blue
I close my eyes imaging us one last time
X-acto knife- silent screams of blood, pantomime
Angels of razorblade wings, sing
Cutting through the darkness these thoughts bring
A prevailing wind of hope
Whispering winds of your last words to help me cope
…As the encompassing dark has come
Enveloping me, even under the sun
Despair of choking air
Beckons sorrowful stares
Hollow words spill from my soul
As these words I speak barely echo the toll
I tremble as tears crest
Dropping on the now ink-stained paper of my distress
I look to you in repose, in that dress
Knowing I will never be able to again, caress
My emotional tsunami of phantasmagoria wanderings
As I now lay upon this bathroom floor, pondering
Pills of your recent fatal ills
Torment me as the alcohol spills
Tears have all but stopped as I rock
These pills, should I pop?
Just for these feeling to stop
Don’t want to face the world without you
Everything once of beauty, now dark hues
Sweetness of the sunset, now a haunting blue
I close my eyes imaging us one last time
X-acto knife- silent screams of blood, pantomime
Angels of razorblade wings, sing
Cutting through the darkness these thoughts bring
A prevailing wind of hope
Whispering winds of your last words to help me cope
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2021 SolApathy
Published on Sunday, January 17, 2021.
Filed under:
"Poetry"
Author's Note:
...Our dreams will never die as long as my memory is at your side…Comments on "In this Dress, You forever rest"
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On Thursday, October 22, 2020, Drea
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Heartbreaking and painful...
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On Tuesday, October 20, 2020, happilydepressed
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your words flow so well, amazing write, I smile darkly : ) : (
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