...Within
By SolApathy
Into the intimacy of my tortured
soul
Bringing you within the only feelings I know
Deep in the silence of one smothered in violence
Pain was my first kiss
My sweet mistress
Under these long sleeves
Scars of x-acto memories
Deep within- Sure you still want in?
Can you stand to look beyond?
Emotional wounds I wear as trophies on my arms
High upon my thighs, deeper the cut
The more I feel…Alive
You can’t grasp what could transform me
To perform these acts of violence upon my skin
Don’t you understand?
I can’t stand to store these thoughts
…Within
Bringing you within the only feelings I know
Deep in the silence of one smothered in violence
Pain was my first kiss
My sweet mistress
Under these long sleeves
Scars of x-acto memories
Deep within- Sure you still want in?
Can you stand to look beyond?
Emotional wounds I wear as trophies on my arms
High upon my thighs, deeper the cut
The more I feel…Alive
You can’t grasp what could transform me
To perform these acts of violence upon my skin
Don’t you understand?
I can’t stand to store these thoughts
…Within
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© 2020 SolApathy
Published on Thursday, April 20, 2017.
Filed under:
"Poetry"
Author's Note:
My scars are the intimacy of my thoughts on a canvas of skin...Awards
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On Friday, July 26, 2019, Shikiryu
(68) wrote:
Poems like this make me believe this world can't be a simulation or a figment of my imagination, there's no way I could come up with something like this. Beautiful piece as usual
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On Thursday, April 20, 2017, darkendomme
(119) wrote:
Release is always needed, for many reasons and some ways are scarier than others.
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On Thursday, April 20, 2017, Drea
(1388) wrote:
This hit home because I know people that have suffered through this. Beyond the emotional weight this carried you were very clever with a lot of your word choices. I always say it, but it's true...so good.