i want you to hurt me

to beat me into the floor

i need you to hurt me

like everyone has before

 

my pain is now my pleasure

and that pain is beyond measure

my pain is now my treasure

and still somehow my oppressor

 

you rationalize me

your genius in the mind

supposably dainose or help me

you say i should leave past memoiries behind


then tell me

why do these walls confined me

hide me

from what is

inside me

...but it is in here with me

im walking trough this world blindly

blind folded

in darkness

its covering me like a blanket

and dont anybody get near it

fear it

its all a conspiracy aint it....

no its a book and im the main fucking character in it

i am a god

better than you

the person next to you

and the person next to them too

no im not ........

mabey, i dont know....

okay.... i may need some sort of help

but not in the form of a pill

its poisen and it will only make me ill

your trying to turn me into a zombie

a mindless walking fleshy body

you probably

just wish you could end it with

a lobotomy

lite torture

and some sodomy

 

people say that i am mentally unstable

and they tell about me to others like some kind of fable

moral of the story kids...

dont have a bad mind/life or you will suffer then die later with a label