if i slit my neck today would you attend my funeral

or would you be too busy and not have the time to go

 

if i place the noose around worthless head

kicked the chair from under me and just hung there dead

 

would you go to my grave and pray my soul to be safe

would go to save mabey shed a tear for my fate

 

if i put a bullet in my head and died in your arms today

would you walk away ?

or put your fist in the dirt and not allow me to fade away

 

if today was the day that the broken did die

would you give a moment of silence or she a tear from your eye

 

would you miss him and the pain filled words he spoke

or would you think him and his depressing life a joke

 

would you then understand what i feel inside

understand why it is that the broken does cry

 

why sitting in the dark with my wrist covered in lines

reminissin and reliving sad and horrible times

 

having to deal with these problems in my brain

you question why it is that i am insane

well look in my mind and you wont fucking question a thing

 

theres not a day in my life i was glad to be alive

only one person made it worth living but thier love was a lie

 

so now im back to the dark

writing lryics about a broken heart

 

planning, plotting

to be no more, left somewhere rotting
 
 

they say its bad thing to commit suicide

well its damn good thing this is just self homicide