A Song In My Heart

By darkness falls

I sit on the porch steps and stare at the picture she gave me, a picture of a heart-breakingly beautiful rocker girl...
"Def Leppard" I think, and "Photograph" plays on the radio.
The feelings I have for her are tearing me apart, but there's nothing I can do, she's in love with my best friend...
"Dokken" I think, and "In My Dreams" plays on the radio.
I know she's the one, but she seems so happy with him that I know there's no chance for me, I want her to be happy...
"Bon Jovi" I think, and "She Don't Know Me" plays on the radio.
So I go on and try to live my life and admire her from afar, it's better than not seeing her at all...
"Poison," I think, and "I Won't Forget You" plays on the radio.
A year goes by and now they're engaged. My heart is in flames, and he wants me to be his best man?
"Great White," I think, and "House Of Broken Love" plays on the radio.
So I bury my feelings and try to forget her, try to get on with my life...
But my heart cries "Scorpions," and "Still Loving You" plays on the radio.
Time rolls on, I party hard and often, burning the candle at both ends, drinking to keep from thinking...
My guardian angel whispers "Skid Row," and "Youth Gone Wild" plays on the radio.
I sink into drugs and alcohol but it doesn't really work, the misery in my heart just made worse by the toxins in my body...
And somebody yells "Play some W.A.S.P.!" and "Blind In Texas" plays on the radio.
Then one day I hear that they're over and done and in my heart I wonder "Is she still the one?"
And my heart says "Heart," and "What About Love?" plays on the radio.
Well, maybe I should give her a call. What could it hurt? She might need someone to talk to...
"Vixen!" says a voice inside me, and "Edge Of A Broken Heart" plays on the radio.
She says she's glad to hear from me! She says she'd love to see me! My heart skips a beat...
"Gotta hear some Whitesnake!" I yell, and "Is This Love?" plays on the radio.
So we start seeing each other whenever we can, and talk on the telephone for hours. Something good is happening here...
"Helix!" I think, and "Heavy Metal Love" plays on the radio.
One night on the couch, she's snuggled up to me and I'm playing with her long black hair, when she looks up at me and says "I think I'm falling in love with you." Her beautiful blue eyes are shining with the light of a thousand stars, and I softly kiss her lips and hold her tight, and tell her I've loved her for so long...My head is spinning, and the image of a Firehouse flashes through it, and "Love Of A Lifetime" plays on the radio.
I carry her into the bedroom, and afterward I watch her for a long time as she sleeps, then gently slide out of bed and make my way to the back yard, too excited and happy to sleep. I lay down on the grass, my heart full of love and my head full of wonder and the sky ablaze with color as the sun sets. I hear a soft noise, and then she's laying beside me, covering us both with a blanket. She lays her head on my chest and I put my arm around her, and pull her as close as I can, and together we watch the flames in the sky. I think to myself, "I'll be happy like this for as long as it lasts...And she lifts her head and looks deep into my eyes, and smiles that radiant smile. And in my head I hear her say "I know how long it will last." My eyes widen in surprise and disbelief, and she laughs at my expression, and in my mind i hear her whisper "Kiss," and "Forever" starts to play on the radio...

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Copyright 2012 darkness falls
Published on Monday, March 5, 2012.     Filed under: "Love" and "Short Story"

Author's Note:

Not a very dark poem, but a little of the paranormal in it. The idea came after a DP mail from ColorMeToxic. So, to her, thank you for the inspiration...
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  • darkness falls On Monday, March 5, 2012, darkness falls (73)By person wrote:

    Thank you all for your comments, it means a lot to me....I still rock all that music all the time Dev, you're definitely not the only one. Dwells, you're dead on about CMT, and Guardian Angel, I'm sorry if you're having a rough time, let me know if you need someone to talk to...I'm thinkin this site is gonna end up savin my life.

  • Devilish On Monday, March 5, 2012, Devilish (2658)By person wrote:

    You took me back to my teenage days.. i love bon jovi and skid row and all the rest .. my favorite from skid row was 18 and life to go.. thank you i didnt know there was anyone out there still listen to it but me.. =) Scholar

  • The Guardian Angel On Monday, March 5, 2012, The Guardian Angel (28)By person wrote:

    I'm going through some of the same stuff that you wrote about in this poem. Remember, dark doesnt necessary have to mean evil, and demonic. Dark also means digging deep into a part you that is still hidden somewhere. In the depths of your soul, Very Good Piece.

  • dwells On Monday, March 5, 2012, dwells (4285)By person wrote:

    Unrequited love does indeed deserve a name of its own and this was exemplary. Thanks for this personal and insightful piece, and I was familiar with some of the songs and artists too! Well done and cheers. Also, CMT is a generous and giving inspiration to be sure.

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