A Song In My Heart
By darkness falls
I sit on the porch steps and stare at the picture she gave me, a picture
of a heart-breakingly beautiful rocker girl...
"Def Leppard" I think,
and "Photograph" plays on the radio.
The feelings I have for her
are tearing me apart, but there's nothing I can do, she's in love with
my best friend...
"Dokken" I think, and "In My Dreams" plays on
the radio.
I know she's the one, but she seems so happy with him
that I know there's no chance for me, I want her to be happy...
"Bon
Jovi" I think, and "She Don't Know Me" plays on the radio.
So I
go on and try to live my life and admire her from afar, it's better than
not seeing her at all...
"Poison," I think, and "I Won't Forget You"
plays on the radio.
A year goes by and now they're engaged. My heart
is in flames, and he wants me to be his best man?
"Great White,"
I think, and "House Of Broken Love" plays on the radio.
So I bury
my feelings and try to forget her, try to get on with my life...
But
my heart cries "Scorpions," and "Still Loving You" plays on the radio.
Time rolls on, I party hard and often, burning the candle at both ends,
drinking to keep from thinking...
My guardian angel whispers "Skid
Row," and "Youth Gone Wild" plays on the radio.
I sink into drugs
and alcohol but it doesn't really work, the misery in my heart just made
worse by the toxins in my body...
And somebody yells "Play some
W.A.S.P.!" and "Blind In Texas" plays on the radio.
Then one day
I hear that they're over and done and in my heart I wonder "Is she still
the one?"
And my heart says "Heart," and "What About Love?" plays
on the radio.
Well, maybe I should give her a call. What could it
hurt? She might need someone to talk to...
"Vixen!" says a voice
inside me, and "Edge Of A Broken Heart" plays on the radio.
She
says she's glad to hear from me! She says she'd love to see me! My heart
skips a beat...
"Gotta hear some Whitesnake!" I yell, and "Is This
Love?" plays on the radio.
So we start seeing each other whenever
we can, and talk on the telephone for hours. Something good is happening
here...
"Helix!" I think, and "Heavy Metal Love" plays on the radio.
One night on the couch, she's snuggled up to me and I'm playing with
her long black hair, when she looks up at me and says "I think I'm falling
in love with you." Her beautiful blue eyes are shining with the light
of a thousand stars, and I softly kiss her lips and hold her tight, and
tell her I've loved her for so long...My head is spinning, and the image
of a Firehouse flashes through it, and "Love Of A Lifetime" plays on
the radio.
I carry her into the bedroom, and afterward I watch her
for a long time as she sleeps, then gently slide out of bed and make
my way to the back yard, too excited and happy to sleep. I lay down on
the grass, my heart full of love and my head full of wonder and the sky
ablaze with color as the sun sets. I hear a soft noise, and then she's
laying beside me, covering us both with a blanket. She lays her head
on my chest and I put my arm around her, and pull her as close as I can,
and together we watch the flames in the sky. I think to myself, "I'll
be happy like this for as long as it lasts...And she lifts her head and
looks deep into my eyes, and smiles that radiant smile. And in my head
I hear her say "I know how long it will last." My eyes widen in surprise
and disbelief, and she laughs at my expression, and in my mind i hear
her whisper "Kiss," and "Forever" starts to play on the radio...
Author's Note:
Not a very dark poem, but a little of the paranormal in it. The idea came after a DP mail from ColorMeToxic. So, to her, thank you for the inspiration...Comments on "A Song In My Heart"
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On Monday, March 5, 2012, darkness falls
(73) wrote:
Thank you all for your comments, it means a lot to me....I still rock all that music all the time Dev, you're definitely not the only one. Dwells, you're dead on about CMT, and Guardian Angel, I'm sorry if you're having a rough time, let me know if you need someone to talk to...I'm thinkin this site is gonna end up savin my life.
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On Monday, March 5, 2012, Devilish
(2633) wrote:
You took me back to my teenage days.. i love bon jovi and skid row and all the rest .. my favorite from skid row was 18 and life to go.. thank you i didnt know there was anyone out there still listen to it but me.. =)
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On Monday, March 5, 2012, The Guardian Angel
(28) wrote:
I'm going through some of the same stuff that you wrote about in this poem. Remember, dark doesnt necessary have to mean evil, and demonic. Dark also means digging deep into a part you that is still hidden somewhere. In the depths of your soul, Very Good Piece.
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On Monday, March 5, 2012, dwells
(4177) wrote:
Unrequited love does indeed deserve a name of its own and this was exemplary. Thanks for this personal and insightful piece, and I was familiar with some of the songs and artists too! Well done and cheers. Also, CMT is a generous and giving inspiration to be sure.